were total strangers now
Lj, Can fucking kiss my ass, why the fuck wasnt it working? I got a myspace yesterday I had nothing better to do, and jen made me too anyways, I have no idea why I have it, but I feel cool because everyone hs it, yes!!, I have a goverment test that I havent even studied for, and I only have today to study, I hope I dont fuck up, I was testing today math what a fucking bummer dude, I dont even know if im going to pass it I have 2 or 1 more chances to pass it, I have too if not I wont be getting my diploma WTF? im tired of stupid bullshit like that, If I was the president I would stop for all schools to have tests to graduate, it's a pain. But whatever I didnt want to stick around at school so vanessa,sergio, and I went to the mall and went to eat some bomb ass pizza, oh it was so yummy, I was so dissapointed on myself yesterday, we got our reportcards yesterday during 3rd hour, I had the baddest feeling in the world, when I looked at, mm i past all my classes except one of my math classes, his a fucking penis, im changing my class, I cant be there anymore, I will flunk and I dont want to risk my chances on graduating, atleast walking at the ceremoy, that be some sad shit, all kill myself, greser made me feel pretty bad, instead of been there for me, he made shit more worser, and to top it off he tried to kiss up, FUCK YOU, that was harsh, but I still love him his my grease, but I wont loose hope, I will keep doing my bestest. I wanted to talk to mom about slight chances of graduating but I didnt have the balls too, it was to hard to tell that to my mom's i love her to much to make her know that her daughter might not make it, I will keep this underground and do my best, I guess I was just scared that she would hurt my feelings, I know she was going to trough my sister in my face, since my sister was the smartie one.lucky. I told my sister about it, and she wants me to chance classes, which I think is best, even though I hate changing classes, I know that it's for my own good. jesus, I saw danny today, he was in the theater with me we were all testing, it's so hard to sit in the same room with him knowing that we had a past, knowing that we told eachother everything, we had beautiful memories, we were the best of friends, I think the reason he dosent try to talk to me is that A few months ago, i wrote him a letter telling him sorry for anything that I did for him not to speak to me, and that i would love to talk to him again, but there's no trut, and there isnt, were total strangers now, the only reason we know who we are because are faces havent chance, I miss him,alot, he was such an awsome friend, he shares the same birthday like my dad, so you know always remember his birthday, I thoght we were going to be cool again, the night i got so faded I had talk to him, he told me he would come visit me, hasent yet, never will. rawr. I hate how somethings can turn out. Valerie