*[ GUYS ARE LAME ] *
Guy's are fucking LAME they all need to get a life and start treating girl's like there suppost too, I think im going to end up alone in life. I just cant find the right guy for me. there all a bunch of lame asses, that dont know how to treat girl's, and they just go around like dog's looking for a hole to stick there penis in. I just wish I was happy with a guy that knew how to treat me and give me kisses and hugs when I needed them. But I always looked at the wrong guys, always checking out the "bad boy's" well fuck this, im tired of crying, and wondering if he thinks of me. Dosent he know that I miss him, that I need him, and that I wish he could understand me. Hey, I know he dosent like me but cant he just understand how I feel for him, NO!!! he feels's so proud that he had a girl all up on his nut sac. All he did was looking for a night, looking for a day that he can bone me and leave me like crap. What about all the nice things he told me? were they just a trick to full me so I could sleep with him?, so when he told me that "i smelled good", that "he wanted to spend time with me" all that bullshit was a joke just to get some.That is so fucking lame. I should knock some sence in to him. God, we were so fucking cool when we first talked, he told me he wanted to meet me, calling me in his break, calling me when he was out with his friends, telling me that he wanted to meet me, telling me that i smelled good, and he didnt want my friend's around because he wanted to "spend time" with me. I guess that was all BULL SHIT. I remember looking into his eyes, him looking at me, and he reached out to me, and kissed me, that was the first time, I ever got excited,happy, shocked that I have gotan a kiss. the way he talked to me, the way he kissed me, the last time I saw him, he mest around and it didnt even seem wrong, his lips were so soft, he looked so good, and we were hugging, had our heads next to eachother, a few times i was laying on his chest to hear his heart beat. I though "his the one" but i was so wrong, he was just looking for some fun, now he says he dosent want to hurt me, but he still does without even realising it...good one, just the fact that he fooled my heart, makes me want to beat the asshole. I try to fight it, but he does things that makes me weak and make me not to it. His just another boy in my list, another that fucked me up. How come I couldnt stick to ray, what was so bad about him? what did he do that he wouldnt complete me?, now im stuck wondering why i always get the bad guys. -valerie