i dropped you off and i was already missin you

[hurtslikemurder]

Oh man, I need to stop skipping school it's not good for my health I had to turn in my english test, the teacher was so nice (my new teacher) he let me take the test home and everything, I need that class to get a credit, So I'm with just sophmores there, which is kind of different, weird, kind of embarrasing but it's great, there's these kids in there their so cute!!, yeah im trying to hit on 15 year olds, hey it's just a number HAHA. But yeah I kind of felt bad and worried that he probably wont take my test tommorow, i need to turn in something, oh well I hope he takes it. Well yeah vanessa and I decided not to go to school because it was raining my hair was so messy it was nappy and we were late because her sister's daughter had fainted on her, which was creppy, so we decided just not to go, we pinky sweared that we were going to start going by tommorow,So we kicked it at my sister's house, we watched Shreck I love that movie it's too damn cute. Yeah it was fun we were dancing on the over my sister's house, we were listening to gwen stefani, oh yeah hot mama. It was cool, I ended up getting my webcam from my sister's house and brought it back home and im using it now, im addicted, i just think of taking flix ahha. me & vanessa took a bunch of photo's we printed some yeahhhhhh it was great. Oh man my buddy Alfonso came to visit me, his so cool he brought his homie Julio, Me and Alfonso were messing around we were hitting eachother and pillow fighthing, while big julio looked at hip hop shirts online. It's weird, because me and Alfonso are great friends, we always talk on the phone and talk about anything, we see eachother as brother and sister, but sometimes i feel like he has a little crush on me, & today I was messing around with him i guess flirting, I dont know His not the hotest thing in the world, i mean his cute, his a little teddy bear, But i dont know if I could see him as something else, but going out with him would be cool and i know that when it comes to girl's his tottally different compared to the other fuckers. I dont know, oh I was looking at Julio cell, he had a picture of Henry my ARMS!!!...eugh he looked so damn fucking HOT!!, right when I looked at the picture, i started missing him like crazy, i want to feel his body next to mine again, eugh i hate this, it depresses me. But anyways Ray came to visit me yeah it was fucking weird, we talked things over, about how he hangs out with FC now and im with BMS, yeah shit wont be the same but I told him that no matter what i will always have his back and we will be friends, his a cool guy he was messing with my hair, brushing it LMAO, oh man i miss that kid, we wont be getting back, i dont want too I always liked him as friends, yeah it's weird, but it's part of nature. im out - valerie
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http://photobucket.com/albums/v644/Val05/