a letter to my baby

[hurtmeagnplease]

Dear Little baby,
    When we found out you were coming everyone was very scared, and it took some time for everybody to
be excited and happy. Eventually we were anxiously awaiting your arrival. I found out on February 1st 2008 that you
would be a new edition to our family and while I was scared, I was also so excited to meet you.
I lost you on March 27th 2008 and even though you had only been in growing for seven weeks I loved you, I loved you
as much as I love your big brother you never got a chance to meet and as much as I love your daddy. It’s hard for me
 to know that I will never see your beautiful face, or hold you when you cry, or touch your little hands and feet.
It kills me inside that I will never see you smile, hear your amazing laugh, or witness your first steps. It’s hard
for me to not feel like I did something wrong too lose you, but I know because you left us so soon that there was
something wrong and you would not have lived a happy healthy life. I’m sorry little baby, that we will never get to
meet, that I will never be able to look at you and tell you I’m your mommy, I’m sorry that you will never get to see
your daddy’s face light up when he looks at you, and I’m sorry that you’ll never meet your big brother who loved you
so much already. Know that I will think of you everyday and you will never be forgotten by us, we had so much love for
you little one and I’m so sorry that you will never be able to experience it. Everyday you are in my heart.

With all of my love,            
                                                                                                                                                   Your Mommy