[things always change]

[hurtme]

still working at job. looking for a second one. bme bbq is still on. although i'm unsure about suspending. and probably will be until i see one done. i'm not moving until june. and that's when aloma is coming up. 3 months seems so fucking far away. hopefully it passes quickly. there's so much to do. to take care of. and so fucking much money to save. hence the need to work a zillion jobs. and not go out much. got a couple new hoodies. i'm excited. thanks nate and jared. =) yay. not much else going on. bored. but you can't expect much from maine. bleh. can't wait to move though. i'm rather anxious. and it's starting to drive me mad. but it will be worth it.

patience is a virtue i don't possess.