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Wow, amber and craig just got better, now things are kind of down hill with shain and I. but there my fault. Feelings are changing, things are different. I told him about it too. He got upset but he was supportive. I told him to wait and see how the next couple weeks would go and then I would decide on what I thought I want to do.
:::I feel bad but I can’t stop the way I feel:::
I mean, I am sick of him, I can’t stand to be around him most of the time because he is so immature. He will be 18 in march and has no job, no money, no car, not even a licenses. How pathetic. I mean, I am 16 and have a car, job, and money! Most of my friends and THEIR BOYFRIENDS! Have jobs, cars, and money to spend on each other! Not that I want him to spend more money on me, I can barely stand to let him buy me stuff on holidays. Its just the fact that he isn’t mature and I know that I am now wher near being the most mature person on this planet but standing next to him, I am. If I do or say something he doesn’t like then he gets pissy and trys to make me feel bad to get his way…. I think that’s the main thing.
He is good to me and treats me right…. Most of the time. But I don’t know how much longer I can handle the immaturity!
:::sigh:::
I need a girls night out…. Someone plez! Lets do something fun!
Homecoming plans update!
Jenny I asked my mom and she said maybe… she even thought that we could all go out bowling afterwards and then come back to my place. She isn’t too thrilled about the guy thing but I am making her think about it. So it looks good.
:::I feel bad but I can’t stop the way I feel:::
I mean, I am sick of him, I can’t stand to be around him most of the time because he is so immature. He will be 18 in march and has no job, no money, no car, not even a licenses. How pathetic. I mean, I am 16 and have a car, job, and money! Most of my friends and THEIR BOYFRIENDS! Have jobs, cars, and money to spend on each other! Not that I want him to spend more money on me, I can barely stand to let him buy me stuff on holidays. Its just the fact that he isn’t mature and I know that I am now wher near being the most mature person on this planet but standing next to him, I am. If I do or say something he doesn’t like then he gets pissy and trys to make me feel bad to get his way…. I think that’s the main thing.
He is good to me and treats me right…. Most of the time. But I don’t know how much longer I can handle the immaturity!
:::sigh:::
I need a girls night out…. Someone plez! Lets do something fun!
Homecoming plans update!
Jenny I asked my mom and she said maybe… she even thought that we could all go out bowling afterwards and then come back to my place. She isn’t too thrilled about the guy thing but I am making her think about it. So it looks good.