Observations
Observations 105
The project was terminated and no observations were done.
Alessa arrived on week 105. Within that week, Soul 'Eater' Evans, as the second person she met (first being the Doctor, who was possibly the kindest adult she met at that point), took her from the trap-laden biodome, grabbed some paint from the similarly booby-trapped rec room, and helped her hand print her room because she couldn't stand how much like the hospital it was. After a couple days, John (worried by the implication that she was severely abused) pointed her to Sasha Nein. Sasha, being the brilliant psychologist he is, managed to open Alessa up and adopt her within their first meeting, although that was partially helped by Soul's influence and Alessa's fervent desire for a kind adult figure.
Observations 106
(Alessa) is the creepy helper girl. Has an unhealthy obsession with (Sasha) and purposely injured herself for his attention.
Partially true. At least, she broadcasted the fact she had broken fingers in order to get attention, though it wasn't necessarily for him alone. Because she was so purely happy at finding someone like him, the parasite within her demanded pain and she appeased it with breaking her own fingers. She could take care of it herself, but she had discovered that people in the facility pay positive attention to her when she's hurt, so she took advantage of that. Otherwise, she picked up on the fact that she gets lots of positive attention if she acts sweet and cute, so she dialed the 'cute helpful girl' act up to eleven. She didn't think at the time that it was anything but an act. Later on, she felt more conflicted about how much of it was her and how much just her need for approval.
Observations 107
(Alessa) arrives in Gotham, promptly loses control, and turns her hellish nightmare on anyone stupid enough to try and help her. Pathetic.
At Gotham, Alessa wasn't prepared for her (still blue) collar getting weaker, so she ended up unleashing the Otherworld on people by accident. Sasha and Eddie swooped in and saved her. Kharg healed her up with the power of rainbow magic.
Observations 108
(Alessa) looks at the bright side of life and doesn't like it. Deal with it. We do.
During body-swap week, Alessa was swapped with Li Syaoran. She immediately tried to figure out how to deal with his pain. While she was secretly glad someone else was shouldering the pain she usually did, she still considered it her responsibility to deal with.
Observations 109
Followed by (Alessa) going foaming in the mouth happily insane due to the fact she no longer is the mother of God. Obviously, she cares more about herself then the rest of the world's salvation.
(Sasha)'s sweet little girl turns into a monster as (Alessa) shows her true colors. She had him wrapped around her little finger.
During wish week, Sasha's wish was for Alessa to no longer be in pain and Alessa's wish was for the people she liked to be protected and for Sasha to love her. Obviously, he already loved her, so that was a wish she didn't need to make. Alessa was then kidnapped by Ra's Al Ghul (and Akuma piece'd by the Millennium Earl and driven insane by Asura's madness rays), who pushed her buttons and finally unleashed the violence she had been trying to hide from everyone else. She massacred a lot of people and attacked Sasha, John, and Riku.
But on the bright side, she started to bond with Feferi and Sollux that week. She and Feferi goofed around and made pizza while Alessa was being all cheerful and trying to be happy for Sollux while the troll mourned the (temporary) loss of his matesprit. That, and she bonded more with Soul, who gave her a stuffed rabbit.
Observations 110
(Alessa) carved herself up in an attempt to rid herself of that pesky demon fetus, and it just so happens that evil abortions are one of (Sasha)'s kinks. Cue statuatory brain sex.
Alessa, furious at herself for losing control, deeply guilty for hurting people she had deemed 'perpetually innocent', and certain that she had lost any good standing she had with anyone, tried to cut out the parasite from her stomach (and carved runes everywhere on her skin). Nearly killed herself while doing so, too. Sasha went into her mind to find her and bring her back out to the surface, which had the effect of giving them both insights into each other's minds and demons. On a physical level, this gave her a lot of scars, and it was the beginning of the 'parasite' becoming 'Alessa' in her mind.
This was also the week Todd lost his shit over Envy being terminated and Alessa, being the one who was most recently in a situation like his, became his confidante.
Observations 111
(Eddie) shows pedophilic tendencies to (Alessa), you'll take anyone dark and female huh?
(6) is just as much as a harm to himself as he usually is. (Alessa) is there to help share the nightmares.
During canon-swap week, Alessa had the pleasure of seeing Brutal Legends!Sasha without anything but a loincloth and had the hell confused out of her. Eddie, being the only one she really knew who wasn't swapped, bonded with her over their mutual confusion, and it was the beginning of a beautiful relationship.
She also stopped 6 from mutilating himself (again) as a human. And gave the power of snuggles a shot with him.
And Kharg gave her a stuffed dragon he made. This made her very happy.
Observations 112
(Alessa) breaks (Yukina) and makes her cry. Send someone in for a clean up and collection.
(Alessa) vs (Alessa)! Fight. Fight. Fight. Fight! Our money's on (Alessa).
For grab bag week, Alessa got an evil twin. Who proceeded to try to break everyone. (WV, Yukina, Damian, Lithuania, 6, Todd Ingram, Diamonds Droog, Riku, and Eddie. Probably more.) Alessa's evil twin also teamed up with Droog's twin to torture their originals together, which helped begin their current mentor/apprentice relationship. When Alessa broke out of the nightmare her twin trapped her in, they brawled in the biodome, culminating in the original winning and the twin getting lynched by damned children.
Observations 113
Sure (Yukina) we believe that you didn't mean to be a worry to anyone. Just like (Alessa) doesn't mean to destroy everyone's happiness.
BAAAAAW (ALESSA) IS TRAGIC. BAAAW. TRAGICNESS. Get a grip.
For icy floors week, Alessa recuperated. And worked on mending the damage her twin did (a friendship moment with 6, tending to the beginning of a positive (?) relationship with Droog, helping Yukina understand that it's not her fault she broke, et cetera et cetera). And finally screwed up the courage to call Eddie 'Daddy', which he responded favorably to.
And after reviewing the memories she hijacked from her twin, she found out that Eddie knew a girl named Heather who Alessa knew to be her next version, a revelation that meant she'd never be free of pain, even after death. She understandably flips out and Eddie tries to comfort her before Sasha joins in. During this, they both admitted out loud that they loved her, and she told them (vehemently) that she returned the sentiment.
Unfortunately, because of the incident with Eddie trying to help Alessa when he was still recovering from being mindfucked blew the top off the brewing tension between Eddie and Sasha, and she got to overhear a horribly vitriolic argument when she got up in the middle of the night and went to their room for comfort after a nightmare. Eddie cuddled and comforted her over it and she ended up spending the night with Sasha.
Observations 114
No Observations
Sasha got sick and Alessa fretted. She finally went ahead and called him 'Papa' (something she did while she was delirious during 107, but she didn't remember that). She made soup for Sollux when he caught Sasha's cold, nursing their budding brother/sister relationship.
Observations 115
No Observations
Alessa ended up in the Labyrinth, found that she was beginning to be much more at ease with herself when the Otherworld didn't attack her, and started working on a project to memorialize the terminated patients.
Also, she met Eridan. After he admitted to killing Sollux. She's hated his guts ever since.
Observations 116
No Observations
Tamaki went crazy. Tamaki creeped on Lili. Alessa, after having been at Tamaki's party, tried to protect Lili. Lili ended up okay, but creeped out.
Alessa also attended Riku's and Sora's wedding because she's close to Riku and attempted to bond with Lili.
Observations 117
No Observations
For sins week, Alessa got Wrath. She went on a rampage and killed a lot of goblins. And she stumbled on Nii torturing Sasha. She flipped out, attacked Nii, and when she was briefly distracted by trying to help her papa, Nii snapped her spine and Valtiel dragged her away before anyone could see she wasn't actually dead. This changed her body under the illusions, and now instead of just being covered in third degree burns, she can't walk without her power.
Observations 118
(Alessa) sends a message out to her 'Papa' asking if he is okay. But we really know she just has an Electra complex.
(Dahlia) is already hated. By everyone. Because a girl who has no visible burns and has admitted to hearing voices in her head accused her of setting her on fire. Methinks she's not getting a fair trial, here.
Immediately after (Dahlia) posted, (Sasha) sent a mass message to the whole facility to keep her away from (Alessa). And he set up a spy network of sorts to make sure Alessa couldn't be alone with (Dahlia) at any point in time. Jeeze, (Sasha), possessive, much? The little kid is done playing house with you, now let her go back to her actual parent.
Dahlia came to the facility. This shattered Alessa and broke down what part of her little girl behavior was an act. It tore down artificial and some real progress despite Sasha's efforts, but since, the progress she's made is more solid.
Observations 119
(Eddie) has shown to be a terrible influence on (Alessa). Look at her, she is 7 and her vocabulary is mostly profanity now!
(Lucas) is pulling an (Alessa) and letting it alllll vent out. Also, he misses macaroni and cheese. We know of some people stashing it away from him. KILL. MAIM. GET IT FROM THEM.
(Ramona) stirs the shit pot. And (Jack) jumps to her defense, even willing to stab a little anti-Christ girl! Go get smashed with (Tsunade) and you can learn how to be a used up, alcoholic spinster just like her.
(Alessa) sneaks out and complains to (Droog) how people don't want her picking fights with people.
For no inhibitions week, Alessa went off on her mother publicly and had fun with all the words Eddie taught her. She also went off on Ramona for insulting Yukina, leading to a massive clusterfuck.
Observations 120
(Lucy/Nyuu), doesn’t remember last week! You had emotional moments with (Alessa) and knowing you, most likely ran around naked while shouting your name.
Alessa dealt with the guilt that came with her getting her inhibitions back and realizing she deeply insulted her mother. Sasha kept her from going to Dahlia for punishment, but only by physically standing in her way and dealing with getting shoved around while he tried to talk sense to her. After that and dealing with the fallout from the Ramona thing, it was apparent that no inhibitions week did well in helping her recover from her mother arriving.
Observations 121
Are we the only ones who think it's incredibly funny that (Sasha) can't even keep (Alessa) from cutting herself up like a turkey? Those are some fathering skills you got there, buddy.
(Alessa) and (Yukina) kiss and make up. Best viewing we’ve had in a long time.
(Alessa) notices that her Papa is gone. Don't worry, she gets to join him a few hours later.
Soul was terminated. Alessa grieved, and the idea that the fact she had insulted her mother and hadn't been 'properly punished' was the cause. Then it was 'I Quit' week, when Lili pushed her own button and Sasha's button was pushed by Alfred. The loss of Sasha completely shattered Alessa for the few hours there were between her discovery of Sasha's disappearance and Elec Man pressing her button.
Observations 122
We’re just going to cut out all the calls for medic, got it (Tommy), (Patchouli), (Ramona), (Justin), (Alessa), (Lavi), (Matthew P.) and (Kate) . Look at all that work we just saved! BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH NEEDY. BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH THE MEDICS WORKED. BLAH.
Someone is stalking (Alessa). My god, how much lower can people get.
(Raz) is looking out for competition. We’re starting to think it is less curiosity and more like the reason (Alessa) is interested in (Sasha).
Alessa came back to life after her button got pressed and felt that her death was punishment enough for the sin she had committed against her mother. And then she received a letter from Stanley Coleman. That was just creepy to her.
The project was terminated and no observations were done.
Alessa arrived on week 105. Within that week, Soul 'Eater' Evans, as the second person she met (first being the Doctor, who was possibly the kindest adult she met at that point), took her from the trap-laden biodome, grabbed some paint from the similarly booby-trapped rec room, and helped her hand print her room because she couldn't stand how much like the hospital it was. After a couple days, John (worried by the implication that she was severely abused) pointed her to Sasha Nein. Sasha, being the brilliant psychologist he is, managed to open Alessa up and adopt her within their first meeting, although that was partially helped by Soul's influence and Alessa's fervent desire for a kind adult figure.
Observations 106
(Alessa) is the creepy helper girl. Has an unhealthy obsession with (Sasha) and purposely injured herself for his attention.
Partially true. At least, she broadcasted the fact she had broken fingers in order to get attention, though it wasn't necessarily for him alone. Because she was so purely happy at finding someone like him, the parasite within her demanded pain and she appeased it with breaking her own fingers. She could take care of it herself, but she had discovered that people in the facility pay positive attention to her when she's hurt, so she took advantage of that. Otherwise, she picked up on the fact that she gets lots of positive attention if she acts sweet and cute, so she dialed the 'cute helpful girl' act up to eleven. She didn't think at the time that it was anything but an act. Later on, she felt more conflicted about how much of it was her and how much just her need for approval.
Observations 107
(Alessa) arrives in Gotham, promptly loses control, and turns her hellish nightmare on anyone stupid enough to try and help her. Pathetic.
At Gotham, Alessa wasn't prepared for her (still blue) collar getting weaker, so she ended up unleashing the Otherworld on people by accident. Sasha and Eddie swooped in and saved her. Kharg healed her up with the power of rainbow magic.
Observations 108
(Alessa) looks at the bright side of life and doesn't like it. Deal with it. We do.
During body-swap week, Alessa was swapped with Li Syaoran. She immediately tried to figure out how to deal with his pain. While she was secretly glad someone else was shouldering the pain she usually did, she still considered it her responsibility to deal with.
Observations 109
Followed by (Alessa) going foaming in the mouth happily insane due to the fact she no longer is the mother of God. Obviously, she cares more about herself then the rest of the world's salvation.
(Sasha)'s sweet little girl turns into a monster as (Alessa) shows her true colors. She had him wrapped around her little finger.
During wish week, Sasha's wish was for Alessa to no longer be in pain and Alessa's wish was for the people she liked to be protected and for Sasha to love her. Obviously, he already loved her, so that was a wish she didn't need to make. Alessa was then kidnapped by Ra's Al Ghul (and Akuma piece'd by the Millennium Earl and driven insane by Asura's madness rays), who pushed her buttons and finally unleashed the violence she had been trying to hide from everyone else. She massacred a lot of people and attacked Sasha, John, and Riku.
But on the bright side, she started to bond with Feferi and Sollux that week. She and Feferi goofed around and made pizza while Alessa was being all cheerful and trying to be happy for Sollux while the troll mourned the (temporary) loss of his matesprit. That, and she bonded more with Soul, who gave her a stuffed rabbit.
Observations 110
(Alessa) carved herself up in an attempt to rid herself of that pesky demon fetus, and it just so happens that evil abortions are one of (Sasha)'s kinks. Cue statuatory brain sex.
Alessa, furious at herself for losing control, deeply guilty for hurting people she had deemed 'perpetually innocent', and certain that she had lost any good standing she had with anyone, tried to cut out the parasite from her stomach (and carved runes everywhere on her skin). Nearly killed herself while doing so, too. Sasha went into her mind to find her and bring her back out to the surface, which had the effect of giving them both insights into each other's minds and demons. On a physical level, this gave her a lot of scars, and it was the beginning of the 'parasite' becoming 'Alessa' in her mind.
This was also the week Todd lost his shit over Envy being terminated and Alessa, being the one who was most recently in a situation like his, became his confidante.
Observations 111
(Eddie) shows pedophilic tendencies to (Alessa), you'll take anyone dark and female huh?
(6) is just as much as a harm to himself as he usually is. (Alessa) is there to help share the nightmares.
During canon-swap week, Alessa had the pleasure of seeing Brutal Legends!Sasha without anything but a loincloth and had the hell confused out of her. Eddie, being the only one she really knew who wasn't swapped, bonded with her over their mutual confusion, and it was the beginning of a beautiful relationship.
She also stopped 6 from mutilating himself (again) as a human. And gave the power of snuggles a shot with him.
And Kharg gave her a stuffed dragon he made. This made her very happy.
Observations 112
(Alessa) breaks (Yukina) and makes her cry. Send someone in for a clean up and collection.
(Alessa) vs (Alessa)! Fight. Fight. Fight. Fight! Our money's on (Alessa).
For grab bag week, Alessa got an evil twin. Who proceeded to try to break everyone. (WV, Yukina, Damian, Lithuania, 6, Todd Ingram, Diamonds Droog, Riku, and Eddie. Probably more.) Alessa's evil twin also teamed up with Droog's twin to torture their originals together, which helped begin their current mentor/apprentice relationship. When Alessa broke out of the nightmare her twin trapped her in, they brawled in the biodome, culminating in the original winning and the twin getting lynched by damned children.
Observations 113
Sure (Yukina) we believe that you didn't mean to be a worry to anyone. Just like (Alessa) doesn't mean to destroy everyone's happiness.
BAAAAAW (ALESSA) IS TRAGIC. BAAAW. TRAGICNESS. Get a grip.
For icy floors week, Alessa recuperated. And worked on mending the damage her twin did (a friendship moment with 6, tending to the beginning of a positive (?) relationship with Droog, helping Yukina understand that it's not her fault she broke, et cetera et cetera). And finally screwed up the courage to call Eddie 'Daddy', which he responded favorably to.
And after reviewing the memories she hijacked from her twin, she found out that Eddie knew a girl named Heather who Alessa knew to be her next version, a revelation that meant she'd never be free of pain, even after death. She understandably flips out and Eddie tries to comfort her before Sasha joins in. During this, they both admitted out loud that they loved her, and she told them (vehemently) that she returned the sentiment.
Unfortunately, because of the incident with Eddie trying to help Alessa when he was still recovering from being mindfucked blew the top off the brewing tension between Eddie and Sasha, and she got to overhear a horribly vitriolic argument when she got up in the middle of the night and went to their room for comfort after a nightmare. Eddie cuddled and comforted her over it and she ended up spending the night with Sasha.
Observations 114
No Observations
Sasha got sick and Alessa fretted. She finally went ahead and called him 'Papa' (something she did while she was delirious during 107, but she didn't remember that). She made soup for Sollux when he caught Sasha's cold, nursing their budding brother/sister relationship.
Observations 115
No Observations
Alessa ended up in the Labyrinth, found that she was beginning to be much more at ease with herself when the Otherworld didn't attack her, and started working on a project to memorialize the terminated patients.
Also, she met Eridan. After he admitted to killing Sollux. She's hated his guts ever since.
Observations 116
No Observations
Tamaki went crazy. Tamaki creeped on Lili. Alessa, after having been at Tamaki's party, tried to protect Lili. Lili ended up okay, but creeped out.
Alessa also attended Riku's and Sora's wedding because she's close to Riku and attempted to bond with Lili.
Observations 117
No Observations
For sins week, Alessa got Wrath. She went on a rampage and killed a lot of goblins. And she stumbled on Nii torturing Sasha. She flipped out, attacked Nii, and when she was briefly distracted by trying to help her papa, Nii snapped her spine and Valtiel dragged her away before anyone could see she wasn't actually dead. This changed her body under the illusions, and now instead of just being covered in third degree burns, she can't walk without her power.
Observations 118
(Alessa) sends a message out to her 'Papa' asking if he is okay. But we really know she just has an Electra complex.
(Dahlia) is already hated. By everyone. Because a girl who has no visible burns and has admitted to hearing voices in her head accused her of setting her on fire. Methinks she's not getting a fair trial, here.
Immediately after (Dahlia) posted, (Sasha) sent a mass message to the whole facility to keep her away from (Alessa). And he set up a spy network of sorts to make sure Alessa couldn't be alone with (Dahlia) at any point in time. Jeeze, (Sasha), possessive, much? The little kid is done playing house with you, now let her go back to her actual parent.
Dahlia came to the facility. This shattered Alessa and broke down what part of her little girl behavior was an act. It tore down artificial and some real progress despite Sasha's efforts, but since, the progress she's made is more solid.
Observations 119
(Eddie) has shown to be a terrible influence on (Alessa). Look at her, she is 7 and her vocabulary is mostly profanity now!
(Lucas) is pulling an (Alessa) and letting it alllll vent out. Also, he misses macaroni and cheese. We know of some people stashing it away from him. KILL. MAIM. GET IT FROM THEM.
(Ramona) stirs the shit pot. And (Jack) jumps to her defense, even willing to stab a little anti-Christ girl! Go get smashed with (Tsunade) and you can learn how to be a used up, alcoholic spinster just like her.
(Alessa) sneaks out and complains to (Droog) how people don't want her picking fights with people.
For no inhibitions week, Alessa went off on her mother publicly and had fun with all the words Eddie taught her. She also went off on Ramona for insulting Yukina, leading to a massive clusterfuck.
Observations 120
(Lucy/Nyuu), doesn’t remember last week! You had emotional moments with (Alessa) and knowing you, most likely ran around naked while shouting your name.
Alessa dealt with the guilt that came with her getting her inhibitions back and realizing she deeply insulted her mother. Sasha kept her from going to Dahlia for punishment, but only by physically standing in her way and dealing with getting shoved around while he tried to talk sense to her. After that and dealing with the fallout from the Ramona thing, it was apparent that no inhibitions week did well in helping her recover from her mother arriving.
Observations 121
Are we the only ones who think it's incredibly funny that (Sasha) can't even keep (Alessa) from cutting herself up like a turkey? Those are some fathering skills you got there, buddy.
(Alessa) and (Yukina) kiss and make up. Best viewing we’ve had in a long time.
(Alessa) notices that her Papa is gone. Don't worry, she gets to join him a few hours later.
Soul was terminated. Alessa grieved, and the idea that the fact she had insulted her mother and hadn't been 'properly punished' was the cause. Then it was 'I Quit' week, when Lili pushed her own button and Sasha's button was pushed by Alfred. The loss of Sasha completely shattered Alessa for the few hours there were between her discovery of Sasha's disappearance and Elec Man pressing her button.
Observations 122
We’re just going to cut out all the calls for medic, got it (Tommy), (Patchouli), (Ramona), (Justin), (Alessa), (Lavi), (Matthew P.) and (Kate) . Look at all that work we just saved! BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH NEEDY. BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH THE MEDICS WORKED. BLAH.
Someone is stalking (Alessa). My god, how much lower can people get.
(Raz) is looking out for competition. We’re starting to think it is less curiosity and more like the reason (Alessa) is interested in (Sasha).
Alessa came back to life after her button got pressed and felt that her death was punishment enough for the sin she had committed against her mother. And then she received a letter from Stanley Coleman. That was just creepy to her.