home sick
i ate a hot dog last night at my sisters and it didnt settle with my tummy very well (prob cuz i havent had meat in like a wk!) lol i got a huge headache that hasnt gone away and ive had it since last night. im so tired and i just feel so yucky. im dying my hair at the moment. back to the dark brown. and being the idiot that i am, i shampooed my hair and then colored it 5-10 mins afterwards. yeah can you say dumbass? lol i think im getting a fevor as we speak cus i just all of the sudden got hot and sweaty but my hands are ice. sun of a bitch! ugh! well corey called last night and i told him i couldnt talk. i sorta broke up with him tuesday, but i dont think he got the idea. so tonight when he calls after his meet, im gonna tell him that were over. god is he so obsessive! he called my cell phone and my room phone today after he left a message on the cell and then left one on my room phone god doesnt the kid get the idea im sick and i dont feel like talking to him?! i mean if it were tsh, C, oh'N, Kj, or Josh, i would have answered it cus their my buds and i love em all! but they wouldnt call me, at least Josh wouldnt i think...or maybe he would. i have no idea. i left a message on oh'Ns cell last night telling him that i wasnt going to practice/school. yesterday was the most horriblist (i know its not a word) day in my life! i like cried for ever and practice was toture for me. everyone told me not to go to practice yesterday but im stuburn. and well i couldnt handle it all last night and i cried myself to sleep. and i called oh'N and on the message i left i could barely talk. i felt horrible. and now i gotta go cus i need sleep and time to think. oh, and im comfronting Candice at the moment about her and my ex-bf (was bf at the time) about the car inncodent. and guess what? she admits to it what a fucking fat ass bitch!