Take a little ride on my motorbike

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Usually it's really hard for me not to blow up at someone when they tell you all of your faults and won't listen to you defend yourself. He was trying to hurt me, and it was comforting to me that I had no desire to hurt him back. I'm glad I'm not like that, real glad. I just sat and listened and one thing was true, but it was an issue I was already aware of and trying to fix. I'm not really sure how to fix the problem, my ideas so far seem pretty drastic.

Everything is okay though. Everyday of my life I have some conflict in my mind that I have to figure out, this is just one of the larger ones I guess.

Life hasn't been too bad really. Work is good, both jobs. They are what I'm spending most of my time on. I'm getting a little more free time for books and movies. I just rented the movie Sunset Blvd. and started reading In Cold Blood. I'm doing more art and sewing and stuff, hopefully I'll start writing again too. I was keeping a journal very steadily, and then forgot about it for like a month randomly. I think I'll have a sleepover at my aunt's soon, that would be a nice little break from home. Her pool is open now, and it's really relaxing.

I'd like to hear from some of you. I know most of you are really busy, so I am never sure when I should call you.

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