I've got the blues...
I hope everyone's having a lovely Saturday. It was planned that I would be staying with my grandma from 10-10 today. But Emily called and asked if I wanted to see a play with our Lakeview friends in it! So life is giving me a reason to take a little break from my responsibilities. I need it too, honestly, all the fun I have is at school, or at work, I haven't had real fun in awhile.
I was looking through old journals and things, and I really think I've lost a lot of creativity. I really think it's because of my medication, yes I can focus more now, I'm remembering things, but it's made me a different person. I don't like some of the other things that have changed, I'm not as easygoing as before, but a lot of it is I just don't see anything special about me anymore. I know that sounds depressing, it's really just an observation though. I'm not sad, I make the call each day whether I want to take that medication or not. So don't feel sorry for me. It makes sense, good and bad things come from everything.
I need to go plan my lesson for the Kindergarteners (for "Sunday school").
I love you guys quite a bit.
I was looking through old journals and things, and I really think I've lost a lot of creativity. I really think it's because of my medication, yes I can focus more now, I'm remembering things, but it's made me a different person. I don't like some of the other things that have changed, I'm not as easygoing as before, but a lot of it is I just don't see anything special about me anymore. I know that sounds depressing, it's really just an observation though. I'm not sad, I make the call each day whether I want to take that medication or not. So don't feel sorry for me. It makes sense, good and bad things come from everything.
I need to go plan my lesson for the Kindergarteners (for "Sunday school").
I love you guys quite a bit.