Boreedommmm
So I only write anything in this bitch when its late as hell and I should be sleeping….
I’ve decided that all the electives I’m required to take will consist of all the writing classes CF has, and hopefully criminal justice if it doesn’t bore me too much………The concept fascinates me right now, and I think the field needs ME to make it a better system. We’ll see where this takes me in life. Probably no where in particular….I'll probably die of boredom 5 minutes into it.
I wish it were MY JOB to simply go to school…..I want to take every single class, ever…..I want to learn everything there is to learn in the world…..but society is designed for you to pick one topic, master it quickly, and do it better than the people around you, or you’re just another person busting their ass for minimum wage at a job that a retarded monkey could do..
This means you must pick a profession that you either “love” or that you can at least deal with for the rest of your life….and there’s my problem right there. I am equally interested in a ton of different professions……writer, film maker, alien chaser, psychologist, etc…..but fuck doing any one given thing for the rest of my life. I wanna travel……see the world……..I’m getting pretty restless with the lack of excitement in my life.
I googled the shit out of psychics …..and I’m pissed there isn’t a class I can take for ‘Parapsychology’ - the study of psychic phenomenon. I don’t think I’m psychic, obviously……I don’t know if I believe the concept to be factual at all, but it’s still interesting. Those who truly believe they have an intuition (such as myself) have supposedly been able to strengthen their premonitions by meditation and practice, etc….Which I don’t do either, but…..I JUST WANNA LEARN MOREE!!!!
I truly believe college is somewhat of a joke. But I’ll ride this thing out anyways…
Sorry this is the lamest thing I’ve ever written ……fuck it.
Come on love, run with me. Get the hell out of this town so we can get a better feel for each other. I'll take you back to when you remembered how you used to, just live your life a little for me. <3