uhm, hello remember me??
2 weeks left in this semester. I am giddy.
I'm done making decisions in my life. Every consequential event will be derived from acting on intuition and impulse. Does that still make me responsible for my actions?...I can't help what I feel!!!!! just some wishful thinking...
This is because I've always had this intuition, which has never proved me wrong.....but is ALWAYS WRONG when I force it. I have a 6th sense, but I'm not fuckin psychic. For example, I have terrible luck with gambling, picking out winning scratch-offs, and coming up with what I intuitively feel is the correct answer when Christmas treeing a test.....the intution is either there or not, and it comes on its own. So for me to sit and ponder life's major decisions will work against me before it will benefit me.... my new outlook on life is eliminating any over-analyzing and just living as if I'm always on the spot. In other words, stop thinking. God help me. I'd explain what I am referring to, but I'm not in the mood to offend and it would require thought.
I hate how life is short and I have no choice but to spend every waking second of it doing things I despise and don't believe in. But it has made me the most appreciative person I know....of the simplest fucking things people do every day without giving a second thought to it. For whoever's reading this......every time you take a nap......watch a movie.......go outside.....SOCIALIZE......chill with Buddha.....think of me. Oh and, fuck you. :)
The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Our act of defiance
We keep this secret in our blood
No paper or letters
We pass just close enough to touch
We love in secret names
We hide within our veins
The things that keep us bound to one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
Until the last resilient hope
Is frozen deep inside my bones
And this broken fate has claimed me
And my memories for its own
Your name is pounding through my veins
Can't you hear how it is sung?
And I can taste you in my mouth
Before the words escape my lungs
And I'll whisper only once...
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we have to
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
'Cause you will be somebody's girl
And you will keep each other warm
But tonight I am feeling cold
Ever felt like screaming a particular song in someone's face?
I'm done making decisions in my life. Every consequential event will be derived from acting on intuition and impulse. Does that still make me responsible for my actions?...I can't help what I feel!!!!! just some wishful thinking...
This is because I've always had this intuition, which has never proved me wrong.....but is ALWAYS WRONG when I force it. I have a 6th sense, but I'm not fuckin psychic. For example, I have terrible luck with gambling, picking out winning scratch-offs, and coming up with what I intuitively feel is the correct answer when Christmas treeing a test.....the intution is either there or not, and it comes on its own. So for me to sit and ponder life's major decisions will work against me before it will benefit me.... my new outlook on life is eliminating any over-analyzing and just living as if I'm always on the spot. In other words, stop thinking. God help me. I'd explain what I am referring to, but I'm not in the mood to offend and it would require thought.
I hate how life is short and I have no choice but to spend every waking second of it doing things I despise and don't believe in. But it has made me the most appreciative person I know....of the simplest fucking things people do every day without giving a second thought to it. For whoever's reading this......every time you take a nap......watch a movie.......go outside.....SOCIALIZE......chill with Buddha.....think of me. Oh and, fuck you. :)
The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Our act of defiance
We keep this secret in our blood
No paper or letters
We pass just close enough to touch
We love in secret names
We hide within our veins
The things that keep us bound to one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
Until the last resilient hope
Is frozen deep inside my bones
And this broken fate has claimed me
And my memories for its own
Your name is pounding through my veins
Can't you hear how it is sung?
And I can taste you in my mouth
Before the words escape my lungs
And I'll whisper only once...
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we have to
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
'Cause you will be somebody's girl
And you will keep each other warm
But tonight I am feeling cold
Ever felt like screaming a particular song in someone's face?