Someone is trying to tell me something...
Right so, I'm screwed. So I call Sallie Mae to make sure my loan is in order and they tell me that I need a co-boworrer to get my loan. Since when?? I got the loan on my own last year! So they say that the credit reports are only good for 180 days and that last year's is no longer valid. Last year I didn't have a credit card! So what the hell did they base it off of? The credit beauru's main reason for denying me credit - short length of time that account has been established. Lovely, so I get penealized for attempting to build my credit. I doubt my parent's would co-sign for me and I really don't want them to either. I'm trying to get away from being finacially bound to my parents and the rest of the world is telling me that I can go out on my own yet. Because I am still considered a dependent student, I can't do stuff without my parents. Why the hell am I still a dependent student? What am I dependent on my parents for now? The system is fucking ridiculous.
On top of that, our rent for August is due on Friday and my other roomate just sent me her check! I know its not completely her fault, but she could have told me. I was panicking because I hadn't recieved it yet and I'm thinking it got lost in the mail and she hadn't sent it. So hopefully I'll recieve it buy tomorrow so I can deposit it and send off the rent. I believe we have until the 5th of the month, but I was hoping to have it in by the 1st. But on a better note, I set up service with Bell South and it was a lot cheaper than I had orginally estimated. Plus I got this nice hispanic (I am assuming from his voice and name) guy who I got to talk with for an hour because that is how long it took me to get everything set up. I'm glad that's out of the way.
Why does everything go wrong at the same time? I'm going to change my damn middle name to Murphy because his law seems to govern everything I do. Everything I do, everything I involve myself in goes wrong at some point. More often than not, it goes horribly wrong. I wonder now why I was so eager to grow up and become and adult. I'm deciding that I'm not liking it much at all. I absolutely fucking hate this.
People have been telling me that God is testing me, that he wouldn't give me anything that I couldn't handle. Well, I'm feeling mighty unsolitious towards him right now. Hell, I'm surprised we're still on speaking terms after I went away to college. Others remind me that there are people with worse problems out there in the world--I'm sure, but for where I am, my situation is crap.
I need a break from my life...
On top of that, our rent for August is due on Friday and my other roomate just sent me her check! I know its not completely her fault, but she could have told me. I was panicking because I hadn't recieved it yet and I'm thinking it got lost in the mail and she hadn't sent it. So hopefully I'll recieve it buy tomorrow so I can deposit it and send off the rent. I believe we have until the 5th of the month, but I was hoping to have it in by the 1st. But on a better note, I set up service with Bell South and it was a lot cheaper than I had orginally estimated. Plus I got this nice hispanic (I am assuming from his voice and name) guy who I got to talk with for an hour because that is how long it took me to get everything set up. I'm glad that's out of the way.
Why does everything go wrong at the same time? I'm going to change my damn middle name to Murphy because his law seems to govern everything I do. Everything I do, everything I involve myself in goes wrong at some point. More often than not, it goes horribly wrong. I wonder now why I was so eager to grow up and become and adult. I'm deciding that I'm not liking it much at all. I absolutely fucking hate this.
People have been telling me that God is testing me, that he wouldn't give me anything that I couldn't handle. Well, I'm feeling mighty unsolitious towards him right now. Hell, I'm surprised we're still on speaking terms after I went away to college. Others remind me that there are people with worse problems out there in the world--I'm sure, but for where I am, my situation is crap.
I need a break from my life...