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I had to come to work today. I used up all of my vacation time (which was well worth it) and had no more days to take. There are approximately 5 people on the floor today. Not one phone has rung. I have not done one stitch of work. I am leaving here at 2pm, fuck em.
Coming into the city was so much fun I'll tell ya. The busses were on a Holiday schedule and I wound up waiting 40 minutes on my regular bus stop until my hands felt numb, jumped in my car and drove to another and waited 20 minutes for another bus. It's 32 degrees outside. I finally arrived at 9:37 am. I feel horrible. My feet are still cold, and I can't get rid of this chill. I also feel like I have a hangover but I didn't drink last night. I slept for 9 hours last night. That must be it. I sleep to much, I feel rotten the entire day. I sleep too little, I feel rotten the entire day. I get about 6 hours and I feel great. I knew if I didn't go to bed early last night that I would have wound up opening a beer and lighting a few cigs and staying up all night. I really didn't want to come in today.
My purse arrived in the mail on Wednesday and I love it. It matches my long jacket. (black with white trim) Thanks Laura!
In other news, not much has been going on. I have been sticking to a work out schedule and it has been working for me. I do alot of walking and I have been seeing a difference. So have other people. Ronnie's brother's friend hasn't seen me in a few months and asked me yesterday if I had lost weight. I sometimes don't know if I should take that as a compliment or not. Was I really fat before? Did I look that bad before? I know I didn't lose much, so what is that has changed? Was my ass that big?
None the less, I felt good to hear it. I have also been working my arms doing bicep curls with little weight but high reps and have developed definition already. I love it! I can actually make a muscle and you can see the line!! I don't want actual muscle, just tone and it's working. I also started jogging. When I go for my 2 1/2 mile walk, I jog the first 5 minutes, then walk fast for half an hour and then jog the rest. I never thought I would be able to do that. My body hurts all over. But I can do it and that means so much to me.
Last weekend, I threw a girls night party at my house. It was a huge success. I invited all of my old friends. Friends that I hardly get to see much of anymore because whos having kids and who has moved to N.J. I had in total 8 girls. It started at 8pm and they left at 4am. We sat around, drinking many different drinks, eating lots o food, passing around pictures of our younger years (made me a bit depressed) laughing over memories (many of which Laura had some part in) and being very loud and obnoxious. It was great. The kids slept out and Ronnie was kicked out. Tank was quite content with all of the attention he was receiving. He peed on the rug right in front of us and we just lost it! He was excited, and I couldn't blame him. At one point of the night, the girls with the implants were showing them off and comparing them to the others! And I realized at that point how much I loved my natural tities. There was a lot of comparing Tattoos and I was proud to be among that. I am getting a belly ring soon and made plans with one of the girls to take me.
I hope everyone had a nice Thanksgiving. I did. I got to spend it with most of my favorite people.