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//-I tried to kill the pain
but only brought more....-\\
Am I just gona be another girl that you pretend not to know, but really do. I'm afraid to look into your blue eyes and act like everything's okay between us, when I know it's not. I just don't wana be another girl you went out with and just bump into when in the halls and you see me. I don't wana know what's gona happen next between us. Stop lying to me behind my back. Stop trying to get away with the memories that we shared. If you're gona lie to me... lie to my eyes, so I can show you that you've hurt me. Sometimes, I just wana hug you and talk to you.. but I'm too scared to because I know you won't hug me back and start up a conversation. Our friendship will never be the same because you won't allow it to be. I hate seeing you in the halls, knowing that in my eyes, I'm just your ex-girlfriend, but in your eyes... I'm just an average teenage girl.. whom you act not to know. Well yu're ashamed to be my friend and ex-boyfriend.. why don't you try talking to me? Is it because you're always around Mike whenever you see me? Because you don't want him or Brian to find out that we dated back in May? And why I let this bother me so much.. I'll never know. I'm afraid to go to you for help, I'm afraid to IM you whenever I see your screenname sign on. I thought that I was able to go to you for help.. but now I know, it was just a mistake to put my trust in you and also a misunderstanding...
Okay.. yeah.. so thanks for listening to my rambling on about my situation with *him* I'm not sure if you'll all get who he is.. But if not.. it was Casper. And I know I've got Kyle in my life as my boyfriend and best friend... but I also miss my friendship that I had with Chris up until June.. that was when it all went downhill because of a fight we had.
MARKHMAN88 (8:32:26 PM): you're not dramatic at all
MARKHMAN88 (8:32:34 PM): you're the b to the omb babbbyyyyyy
MARKHMAN88 (8:32:35 PM): woooo
xsokillmegntlyx (8:32:37 PM): lol
xsokillmegntlyx (8:32:40 PM): WOOT WOOT!!
xsokillmegntlyx (8:32:43 PM): OH YEAH!8-)
MARKHMAN88 (8:40:11 PM): so hows the k man?
xsokillmegntlyx (8:40:22 PM): awesomely good, lol
xsokillmegntlyx (8:40:27 PM): he played hookie today, lol
xsokillmegntlyx (8:40:32 PM): LoseR:-P
MARKHMAN88 (8:40:35 PM): lmao
MARKHMAN88 (8:40:37 PM): hookie...
MARKHMAN88 (8:40:40 PM): sucha funny word
xsokillmegntlyx (8:40:45 PM): lol, yeah no kidding
MARKHMAN88 (8:41:26 PM): so just cause im a prep
MARKHMAN88 (8:41:31 PM): hookie means skipping?
xsokillmegntlyx (8:41:40 PM): lol, yea
xsokillmegntlyx (8:41:41 PM): yeah*
MARKHMAN88 (8:42:44 PM): ok
MARKHMAN88 (8:42:51 PM): just wanna make sure im cool with the lingo
lmao, Retarded. =P. lol, JK, Mark! I love ya.
Aright.. I'm out. I just had to get that off my incredibly bruised chest, Tehehehehe. Bye.
~Love//MeghanMarie~
but only brought more....-\\
Am I just gona be another girl that you pretend not to know, but really do. I'm afraid to look into your blue eyes and act like everything's okay between us, when I know it's not. I just don't wana be another girl you went out with and just bump into when in the halls and you see me. I don't wana know what's gona happen next between us. Stop lying to me behind my back. Stop trying to get away with the memories that we shared. If you're gona lie to me... lie to my eyes, so I can show you that you've hurt me. Sometimes, I just wana hug you and talk to you.. but I'm too scared to because I know you won't hug me back and start up a conversation. Our friendship will never be the same because you won't allow it to be. I hate seeing you in the halls, knowing that in my eyes, I'm just your ex-girlfriend, but in your eyes... I'm just an average teenage girl.. whom you act not to know. Well yu're ashamed to be my friend and ex-boyfriend.. why don't you try talking to me? Is it because you're always around Mike whenever you see me? Because you don't want him or Brian to find out that we dated back in May? And why I let this bother me so much.. I'll never know. I'm afraid to go to you for help, I'm afraid to IM you whenever I see your screenname sign on. I thought that I was able to go to you for help.. but now I know, it was just a mistake to put my trust in you and also a misunderstanding...
Okay.. yeah.. so thanks for listening to my rambling on about my situation with *him* I'm not sure if you'll all get who he is.. But if not.. it was Casper. And I know I've got Kyle in my life as my boyfriend and best friend... but I also miss my friendship that I had with Chris up until June.. that was when it all went downhill because of a fight we had.
MARKHMAN88 (8:32:26 PM): you're not dramatic at all
MARKHMAN88 (8:32:34 PM): you're the b to the omb babbbyyyyyy
MARKHMAN88 (8:32:35 PM): woooo
xsokillmegntlyx (8:32:37 PM): lol
xsokillmegntlyx (8:32:40 PM): WOOT WOOT!!
xsokillmegntlyx (8:32:43 PM): OH YEAH!8-)
MARKHMAN88 (8:40:11 PM): so hows the k man?
xsokillmegntlyx (8:40:22 PM): awesomely good, lol
xsokillmegntlyx (8:40:27 PM): he played hookie today, lol
xsokillmegntlyx (8:40:32 PM): LoseR:-P
MARKHMAN88 (8:40:35 PM): lmao
MARKHMAN88 (8:40:37 PM): hookie...
MARKHMAN88 (8:40:40 PM): sucha funny word
xsokillmegntlyx (8:40:45 PM): lol, yeah no kidding
MARKHMAN88 (8:41:26 PM): so just cause im a prep
MARKHMAN88 (8:41:31 PM): hookie means skipping?
xsokillmegntlyx (8:41:40 PM): lol, yea
xsokillmegntlyx (8:41:41 PM): yeah*
MARKHMAN88 (8:42:44 PM): ok
MARKHMAN88 (8:42:51 PM): just wanna make sure im cool with the lingo
lmao, Retarded. =P. lol, JK, Mark! I love ya.
Aright.. I'm out. I just had to get that off my incredibly bruised chest, Tehehehehe. Bye.
~Love//MeghanMarie~