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i never actually met her but it makes no difference. i have still been affected, we all have. i havent been able to concentrate in any of my classes all day, the thought of what she did to herself just keeps replaying in my head. i dont know why she did it, she must have had a big reason to take her life at such a young age. she lived for 15 years, thats it, she didnt even make it to high school, its so sad to think about what she is gonna miss out on. everybody i know has heard what happened by now and everybody doesnt know what to do or how to feel...there are only a few people i know who actually knew her and i cant even begin to imagine how they feel...if i feel the way i do without knowing her, her friends and family must be destroyed by this. she had so many people who loved and cared about her that i guess she didnt realize but if she can see what her leaving this world has done to everybody, i wonder if she still would have gone through with it.
RIP Chanelle
3/30/90-4/19/05
RIP Chanelle
3/30/90-4/19/05