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Hey guys,
Sorry for I havent been updating. Ive been really busy lately with being sick and my grandpa's funeral and my mom goign to the hospital. It's been really hard re-adjusting to my normal routine after being off school and work for so long. Ive been so stressed out lately with all that and then midterms, the other day I seriously felt like driving my car into traffic. I seriously just felt like getting in an accident cause I just was so depressed and stressed out...
I haven't even really thought about my grandpa's death yet. I prefer to just let it hit me when it hits me rather than trying to go seek out acceptance with it. I haven't considered it yet.. The first time i even really talked about how i felt was to Lixey's mom the other night. Everybody's just waiting for me to have a "breakdown" but I just don't see it coming yet cause i havent considered it yet because we were so close and it's gonna be sooooo rough.
I might have mentioned to you by now that Im buying a car. It's not with inheritance or anything, I wont see that money for a looooooooooooong time. Im leasing a new car for myself with my own money. I was gonna wait till March, but something kinda came up where it has to be sooner. Josh from next door got his tax return and he needs a car for Stephanie. She wants a black neon 4door. My dad told him i'm looking to sell my car but i need soemthing to drive first, so I guess he decided to put out some e-mails and on monday he's gonna make some calls, to see if we can get my car :0) i'm trying not to get my hopes up cause he has this way of doing that to me, then makign me wait... but I really hope I get it.. :0) After a TON of looking and stuff, like i really researched it and I know i made the right choice, I chose a 2005 Pontiac Vibe. I think they are cute, they are fricking sweet on the inside and they get 28 city and 34 highway gas miles. perfect for me.. Im really excited. Hopefully you will all have to oppurtunity to see it soon :0)
Charles is moving out soon, so we need to throw him a little party. Lemme know if you wanna get together.
Love Meghan