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There's nothing better than spending half a day at Half-Price Books. It was an ideal day. I love the smell of books, especially old books. I wish I could have spent more time there. I asked Joseph if some time in the future if we could come back. It was nice to spend some time with him, even if that meant looking for old comic books. Three weeks from today will be our 1 year anniversary. I'm looking forward to it.
This past week I attended a funeral. My father's cousin passed away. It made me realize that I have to accept that my father is going die in a couple of years. He's 75 right now. My worst fear is that he won't be there for my wedding, to walk me down the aisle; see his grandchildren. It'll break my heart to see him not there. I know I'll have Joseph there to hold my hand if my fear comes true. God forbid it does happen soon. Joseph lost his father when he was very young, I believe he was 13. I know for sure it had a lot to do with him turning to drugs to numb the pain away. I just have to remind myself to tell my dad that I love him everyday and thank him for everything he's done for me and our family. I know he feels unappreciated but I hope I can change that.
Well here are some things that have inspired me and lifted my spirits this past month and today. I had a pretty crappy day. The only thing that was alright was seeing Ghosts of Girlfriends Past.
