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I miss you, I really do. I hope you never see this, I dont want you to know. I wish you were here, so we can watch I love lucy together, hold each other, and just laugh, like always.
I have all of your pictures and letters in a box, shoved away some where, I know that when ever I want to hurt, I can just look at those. I wish I could forgive you... I wish we could forget, I wish I didnt love you, and didnt have all these regrets. There are days I feel wonderful, like Im on top of the world, everything is going just perfect.... and then, days like today, I sit and think way to much.
I love you moster.... and some how I need to find a way to stop.
Everyday, it feels like the heartache, fades a lil more away, but it was so intense, its gonna take awhile.
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I'm watching Shrek... woo hoo! Its a great movie, cracks me up!
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Awww Crys, where are you!? I need some major cheering up....
Thats okay, I'll just start thinking of more chapters for our book.... I'm sure we'll talk tonight....
I have all of your pictures and letters in a box, shoved away some where, I know that when ever I want to hurt, I can just look at those. I wish I could forgive you... I wish we could forget, I wish I didnt love you, and didnt have all these regrets. There are days I feel wonderful, like Im on top of the world, everything is going just perfect.... and then, days like today, I sit and think way to much.
I love you moster.... and some how I need to find a way to stop.
Everyday, it feels like the heartache, fades a lil more away, but it was so intense, its gonna take awhile.
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I'm watching Shrek... woo hoo! Its a great movie, cracks me up!
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Awww Crys, where are you!? I need some major cheering up....
Thats okay, I'll just start thinking of more chapters for our book.... I'm sure we'll talk tonight....