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I hate the way you look at me, I hate the way you smile, I hate those sexy deep blue eyes, that always make me melt, or the way you look in to mine and know its all a front. I hate the way you laugh, and the way it makes me smile to hear it, I hate the way you when u say you love me, miss me, and when you call me baby. I hate it when I think about you for no reason at all. I hate it when I watch MY (and it is mine....lucy is so mine!)favorite show and it makes me long for you. The way we used to play I love lucy triva, and fight over who knows more. I hate that I miss that. I hate it when your favorite episode comes on, and I can sit there imagining you just smiling and loving it. I hate it that I would see you across campus, and it would hurt so bad that I would have to turn and walk away. I hate how we have so much in common and always have a great time together, even when doing nothing. I hate it that we know each other so well we can finish each others sentences, or that we say that same random things! I hate it that I have a weak spot for you and I know I always will. I hate it that I love you so. I hate it that you love me too, and u tell me it, when u know you shouldnt, because it hurts us both. I hate it when I do that too.
Most of all I hate myself for not being strong enough to completely forget about you, and for missing you. And Even though its not all the time, it still happens to often for my liking. I hate it.....
Most of all I hate myself for not being strong enough to completely forget about you, and for missing you. And Even though its not all the time, it still happens to often for my liking. I hate it.....