changes.
Life transitions. Thoughts. Ideas. Growth. Emotional growth. Spiritual growth. Changes. Why is it sometimes that positive changes also have a bit of sadness that goes along with them? As I am home today I am doing everything I should be doing at this moment. Many things to get done and honestly not a lot of time to do them in. I am so excited about the future but still a little sad about the change. It really didn't hit me until today. This is real. This is happening. Actually it just hit me. Hit me hard. So now I'm not only a little bit overwhelmed (which is perfect because I get more done under pressure), I'm a bit saddened also. 4th of July holiday marks my anniversary of being in California. Actually driving out to live in California. It is such a transitional important time in my life. There is just something about the 4th of July. My mom sent me a little jade tree when I first moved here. I just watered it. It is still growing and changing. I will give it to my favorite cousin Aggie next week so that she can take care of it. I don't want to abandon it. I don't want to abandon anything. Oh dear livejournal you have seen so much of my life. Its just time for a new chapter.