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i was upset at first but then i look around at peoples live journals and everyone says that there upset and it just seems like if im upset it doesn't make any sense to be upset because then i feel like a follower. so i am going to make my self happy and not upset and take my mind off of everything and just play the guitar. gosh that was a lot of words! and yesterday someone told me that i sounded depressed which is so not good....
but anways. so tired. i don't know why i can like fall asleep like right this second. not joking! and i learned a really pretty song on the guitar and im gonna learn another one. i forgot all the songs i know too. because i have only been concertating on one song. and now it gets me mad. grrr......i have to start playing my bass and me and my dad made a deal! (deals are always fun for me)! well anyways heres the deal...so i got this electronic drumming pad thing for christmas (well it was for everyone) and so i was playing on it and i go dad i need a real drum set this one is to small. and so he goes ok well once you get excellent on that one i will buy you one! i was like well i need one now because its just the cool thing i want at this second and plus i have always wanted to learn and he is like no and im like well when u decide to buy me one u can get me a 12 piece one and i will tell you the kind later on! so hopefully i do get one! My mom this the electronic one because my dad wouldn't let us get one and i have always wanted to get drums and learn but i just picked up the guitar and bass because they were there. but i don't play the bass to much. but let me stop going on about my life and you tell me something about yours <3!
>>Jennifer>>
but anways. so tired. i don't know why i can like fall asleep like right this second. not joking! and i learned a really pretty song on the guitar and im gonna learn another one. i forgot all the songs i know too. because i have only been concertating on one song. and now it gets me mad. grrr......i have to start playing my bass and me and my dad made a deal! (deals are always fun for me)! well anyways heres the deal...so i got this electronic drumming pad thing for christmas (well it was for everyone) and so i was playing on it and i go dad i need a real drum set this one is to small. and so he goes ok well once you get excellent on that one i will buy you one! i was like well i need one now because its just the cool thing i want at this second and plus i have always wanted to learn and he is like no and im like well when u decide to buy me one u can get me a 12 piece one and i will tell you the kind later on! so hopefully i do get one! My mom this the electronic one because my dad wouldn't let us get one and i have always wanted to get drums and learn but i just picked up the guitar and bass because they were there. but i don't play the bass to much. but let me stop going on about my life and you tell me something about yours <3!
>>Jennifer>>