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so here it goes
i went to nellys last night
i had to
i had to get everything out
she is the only one that maes me happy when im in the worst mood
im not even lying
she and her mother make me so happy
and i actually feel welcome in that house
we talked ot julia on the fone til 3 in the morning lol
nelly an di r going on a diet
haha
we did 120 crunches last night, like different versions of them
i need to lose weight
itll just make me happy
softball was retaded
im pissed about futures
nelly an di might get out helmets spray painted today or tomorrow
i need to get kristas/ half bday present today
i miss her we really dont talk as much since we both r on sports its crazy
matt....
wow
so much to say about him
lets just say ive been crying myself to sleep for the past 3 nights because of him
and whenever i think about the situation we r in right now i cry
like right now
i miss how we used to be
so close just best friends
and then we let girls and guys come between us
i wish that enver woulda happend and we were still close
i miss him so much
i miss the old him
i wish hed still look at me the way he used too
and smile at me the way he used too
i cant look at him or talk to him the same anymore
its horrible
*if you love sumone tell them because broken hearts are often caused by unspoken words*
lets just say, i hope the boy i like right now sees sumthing in me and we actaully date
because i dunno hes a cute nice boy
on the baseball team
and we talk and we r pretty close
but the problem is he isnt over this one girl
i dunno whats ganna happen
i dont knwo anymore
leave comments please
i went to nellys last night
i had to
i had to get everything out
she is the only one that maes me happy when im in the worst mood
im not even lying
she and her mother make me so happy
and i actually feel welcome in that house
we talked ot julia on the fone til 3 in the morning lol
nelly an di r going on a diet
haha
we did 120 crunches last night, like different versions of them
i need to lose weight
itll just make me happy
softball was retaded
im pissed about futures
nelly an di might get out helmets spray painted today or tomorrow
i need to get kristas/ half bday present today
i miss her we really dont talk as much since we both r on sports its crazy
matt....
wow
so much to say about him
lets just say ive been crying myself to sleep for the past 3 nights because of him
and whenever i think about the situation we r in right now i cry
like right now
i miss how we used to be
so close just best friends
and then we let girls and guys come between us
i wish that enver woulda happend and we were still close
i miss him so much
i miss the old him
i wish hed still look at me the way he used too
and smile at me the way he used too
i cant look at him or talk to him the same anymore
its horrible
*if you love sumone tell them because broken hearts are often caused by unspoken words*
lets just say, i hope the boy i like right now sees sumthing in me and we actaully date
because i dunno hes a cute nice boy
on the baseball team
and we talk and we r pretty close
but the problem is he isnt over this one girl
i dunno whats ganna happen
i dont knwo anymore
leave comments please