3 days til the VMA'S ::sigh::
blah. i am so mad still. i can`t believe they wont let me go. i mean, they've gotta let me grow up SOMETIME. they can't just keep me sheltered from everything in fear that im not gonna be safe. i`m gonna be a sophomore in high school this year, 3 more years and im off to college. what are they gonna do then? ugh. they need to let me be more independent, seriously. and i've told them all this but they don't listen. i don't even know what else to do anymore. i've fought them so much but it's no use, they don't care.
anyway, i woke up around 10 this morning and me and rebecca [girl who lives next door ; my age] went to the high school. she just kinda showed me around and we walked thru my schedule. my school is biggg. i know im gonna get lost on the first day but oh well. the people at the main office were kinda mean tho. i needed this booklet thing to give to my mom cuz we couldnt find the first one we got, so i asked her for one. and she goes "and why do u need this, young lady?" and im like "cuz my mom wants an extra one cuz we cant find the other one" and she like sighed n shes like "fine. but we NEVER give these out." in like a really mean voice and then she like threw the thing at me lmao. im like ookay. blah. i dont like mean people ;P
then i went shopping at the mall. we couldn't stay long, but i got jeans, a skirt, and a belt from abercrombie. and also a bag with a hot guy named rob on it. <33 lols. i collect abercrombie bags. their guy models are so hot. <33
tomorrow im going to help my cousin pack cuz shes moving on wednesday i think. yeah so i gotta get up early to go there again tomorrow lols. but its okay. and then we mite be bringing steph and tommy up here tomorrow nite or the next nite but i dont know about that yet.
ugh i am still so pissed off. i know i should be more mature about "not always getting my way" but it's just really hard. especially wen my parents KNEW how bad i wanted this, and their so overprotective. okay thats all. oh and to all my LJ friends n everyone else who comments, i love u guys. you always make me feel better about stuff ::MWAA::
anyway, i woke up around 10 this morning and me and rebecca [girl who lives next door ; my age] went to the high school. she just kinda showed me around and we walked thru my schedule. my school is biggg. i know im gonna get lost on the first day but oh well. the people at the main office were kinda mean tho. i needed this booklet thing to give to my mom cuz we couldnt find the first one we got, so i asked her for one. and she goes "and why do u need this, young lady?" and im like "cuz my mom wants an extra one cuz we cant find the other one" and she like sighed n shes like "fine. but we NEVER give these out." in like a really mean voice and then she like threw the thing at me lmao. im like ookay. blah. i dont like mean people ;P
then i went shopping at the mall. we couldn't stay long, but i got jeans, a skirt, and a belt from abercrombie. and also a bag with a hot guy named rob on it. <33 lols. i collect abercrombie bags. their guy models are so hot. <33
tomorrow im going to help my cousin pack cuz shes moving on wednesday i think. yeah so i gotta get up early to go there again tomorrow lols. but its okay. and then we mite be bringing steph and tommy up here tomorrow nite or the next nite but i dont know about that yet.
ugh i am still so pissed off. i know i should be more mature about "not always getting my way" but it's just really hard. especially wen my parents KNEW how bad i wanted this, and their so overprotective. okay thats all. oh and to all my LJ friends n everyone else who comments, i love u guys. you always make me feel better about stuff ::MWAA::