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Life has been pretty damn crazy lately.
Tired of things. Tired of not knowing whats going to happen in my life. Tired of not having a plan for the future. Tired of not knowing where Im going to school next semester. Tired of feeling alone. Like no one understands me. In a way i feel like im disappointing everyone by not knowing what to do. So fucking confusing.
Im tired of all the little things that seem to go wrong when things were going right. Tired of not having someone to talk to at night, someone to talk to that would tell me things are going to be okay and life will be just fine. Even if that person has to lie to me, lie about how things are going to go the way i want them to, and that everything will work out in the end. Thats fine with me.
thats all the ranting and complaining. just needed to get that out. blahh
my first exam is tomorrow, and i have an interview for a summer camp/daycare position.
summer is going to be great. Cali for 2 weeks. with my best friend... yesssssss! SWEET!
Tired of things. Tired of not knowing whats going to happen in my life. Tired of not having a plan for the future. Tired of not knowing where Im going to school next semester. Tired of feeling alone. Like no one understands me. In a way i feel like im disappointing everyone by not knowing what to do. So fucking confusing.
Im tired of all the little things that seem to go wrong when things were going right. Tired of not having someone to talk to at night, someone to talk to that would tell me things are going to be okay and life will be just fine. Even if that person has to lie to me, lie about how things are going to go the way i want them to, and that everything will work out in the end. Thats fine with me.
thats all the ranting and complaining. just needed to get that out. blahh
my first exam is tomorrow, and i have an interview for a summer camp/daycare position.
summer is going to be great. Cali for 2 weeks. with my best friend... yesssssss! SWEET!