Aug 15, 2006 22:34
my mom and i had a long talk tonight about my life. Ive changed. I have let people get me down into a ditch and for some reason i cant get out of it. My mom made me realize that her and I are just alike. We both care a lot about people. And when we disapoint them it gets us down. Our self-esteem is about the size of a rock. We dont like making people mad, and we go with the flow of things even when it upsets us, we just bottle it up inside. I have to learn to take things one day at a time. I need to figure out what is going on in my life and what i want to do. I need to be stronger. And starting now thats what im going to do. Im going to figure out the things ive worried about for too long. I guess my mom knocked some sense into me.