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The weekend went by too fast. Way to fast. it needs to be the other way around, ya know? weeks need to be faster and weekends a bit slower. Yesterday i hardly did anything (friday) there werent any classes so i went shopping a little, found a shirt that i really really like, and thats about it. Then I went to dinner with daniels family for his birthday. We went to Tony Romas. yummy ribs. Then today was homecoming. It was lots of fun. We went to Stuff a Bear before the game and they ran out of bears for us right when we got up there, so we stole a shirt to put on our own animal. (its a uncc shirt for a teddy bear) So we decided that some little bears were running around topless so, therefore Jen and I support bear porn. funny stuff, guess u have to be there. Then we made fun of matt. which was fun but i feel kinda bad now. MATT FREAKIN LYLE FREAKIN WOOD! haha Jen! Allie and I tried to get a foam pick thingy and the security guy so wouldnt let us. He like chased us down saying we could not get one. BLAH BLAH BLAH. I mean our parents pay money for us to go there, all we wanted was a foam pick, gosh. UNCC ended up winning! WOOHOO! GO NINERS! Tonight Daniel and I went to dinner for Valentines day *since we wont see each other* definitely didnt know that tgifridays had closed, so we went to ruby tuesdays instead. Dinner was good. Then we went to dans house for cranium and pop culture trivia game. Boys freakin won both games... Im not sure how though! it was nice gettin together with everyone. I really do miss "game nights" no matter how lame they sound, its actually really fun. Jodi and her British porn, Josh and terry whatever her last name is. And to top it all off, us girls are going to the beach for spring break. Im so excited. This spring break will be better than last years, thats for sure.
Tomorrow i think i mite go to church, i havent been in a while and i really do need to go. And then its the super bowl but i really dont care. I dont care who wins. Steelers or Seahawks who gives a crap? Im not even sure if Jen and the rest of them are going to come over. I think Jens was a definite but matt and caitlin didnt reply. Kinda sad. I guess if they dont come over ill get started on that damn paper i have to do. And finish my carolina essay. Kinda stressed out about both of those things but at the same time i dont really seem to care. I dunno. I have had dreams recently about carolina and Im so excited. I shouldnt get my hopes up. Cos chances are i wont get in. Or thats how some people seem to think. AKA my parents. Maybe its just they dont want me to go there. Hmm... Who knows. Thats a big decision i need to make. I mean I like it here, but i want to go up there. No one understands it either. NO its not daniel, thats never been a reason. Dont get me wrong its a plus but Ive wanted to go there for so long, and here at Charlotte, things arent what i want. I dunno. I have friends that i have come to love. They make me laugh so hard and seem to care a lot, but Charlotte isnt the school i want to attend. weird. Im just ready to get out of here. things have just been weird lately, and i wish they would straighten out. Maybe moms right, i need a happy pill. who knows. :-\ I get upset for no reason sometimes and it really bothers me. I dunno whats going on, maybe the medicine im on who knows but i need to figure it out. before i go crazy anyway.
Hold on to me when your world's turnin' cold
When it feels like your life's spinnin' out of control
You're hopin', prayin', tryin' so hard to believe
Hold on to me when there's no middle ground
And every emotion is comin' unwound
And you don't know if you can hold on to your dreams
Baby you can hold on to me
Tomorrow i think i mite go to church, i havent been in a while and i really do need to go. And then its the super bowl but i really dont care. I dont care who wins. Steelers or Seahawks who gives a crap? Im not even sure if Jen and the rest of them are going to come over. I think Jens was a definite but matt and caitlin didnt reply. Kinda sad. I guess if they dont come over ill get started on that damn paper i have to do. And finish my carolina essay. Kinda stressed out about both of those things but at the same time i dont really seem to care. I dunno. I have had dreams recently about carolina and Im so excited. I shouldnt get my hopes up. Cos chances are i wont get in. Or thats how some people seem to think. AKA my parents. Maybe its just they dont want me to go there. Hmm... Who knows. Thats a big decision i need to make. I mean I like it here, but i want to go up there. No one understands it either. NO its not daniel, thats never been a reason. Dont get me wrong its a plus but Ive wanted to go there for so long, and here at Charlotte, things arent what i want. I dunno. I have friends that i have come to love. They make me laugh so hard and seem to care a lot, but Charlotte isnt the school i want to attend. weird. Im just ready to get out of here. things have just been weird lately, and i wish they would straighten out. Maybe moms right, i need a happy pill. who knows. :-\ I get upset for no reason sometimes and it really bothers me. I dunno whats going on, maybe the medicine im on who knows but i need to figure it out. before i go crazy anyway.
Hold on to me when your world's turnin' cold
When it feels like your life's spinnin' out of control
You're hopin', prayin', tryin' so hard to believe
Hold on to me when there's no middle ground
And every emotion is comin' unwound
And you don't know if you can hold on to your dreams
Baby you can hold on to me