Death and the heart
Death occuredeth.
My Nephew has died in womb. He is to be labored out today.
:(
Also, People and realtionships are complicated.
the past:
PAPA ROACH LYRICS
"Scars"
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is
[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand
[Chorus]
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
[Chorus x2]
Artist: Nickelback Lyrics
Song: How You Remind Me Lyrics
Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealin'
Tired of livin' like a blind man
I'm sick inside without a sense of feelin
And this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin'
I've been wrong, I've been down
To the bottom of every bottle
Despite words in my head
Scream "Are we having fun yet?"
Yet?, Yet?, Yet?, no no
It's not like you didn't know that
I said I love you and I swear I still do
It must have been so bad
Cause living with me must have damn near killed you
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin'
I've been wrong, I've been down
To the bottom of every bottle
Despite words in my head
Scream "Are we having fun yet?"
Yet?, Yet?, Yet?, no no
Never made is as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing
And this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin'
I've been wrong, I've been down
To the bottom of every bottle
Despite words in my head
Scream "Are we having fun yet?"
Yet?, Yet?, Yet?, no no
Then there is a song I wrote:
"I Deny You."
"Do you love?
Or are you just trying to try me?
Just trying to buy me for your own?
And then, leave on the highway
leave my by the by way
and seal your doom?
Oh no, you don't understand it
you sure didn't plan it
to turn out this way
Oh no, you burn in denial
refused to walk the mile
and now you're alone
And I, I deny you
let out a sigh you
are a ghost in my path
no more!
Now present situations are becoming to a head, as all those cliches target and inbed in my mind...
We need to talk,where are we?, I want to know where this realationship is headed, I want to know I'm not wasting my time, my biological clock is ticking, I want commitment...and yes, I am the guy thinking these things.
Crazy.
Passionate and full of life. Chaotic. Different than those before.
But ultimatly is it real? Have any of them been more than fantasy they allowed to become a quasi real thing? Games! Bah!
I want real ...
why? Why are people's hearts found in others?
Drat! Me!
I want to be the one.
squints.
hmmph.
then there is the other.
in common. all though both poke and call dork, as did one before call Dorkus. And of course I then there would be the other feller.crazy.But we is friends.
Things, just kidding? hmmph.
Physical guy I am this time? Well, at least shows am capable of being liked for physical. Yeah me.
How is it I keep being too good, too nice? AHHHHHHH!
Why be penalized for being a gentleman? What is world coming to?
Pillow.
weeee!
Death, it comes unexpectantly ...is this how love comes too? Perhaps I should wait to be taken unawares...wait, ahhh! What is it? I have not allowed myself to super commit this time in prior ness and so my heart is a bit less entangled this time, but still...
grrr.
Confidence eh. NIce. fine.
a 31 yr old for crying out loud! ...Pa! blah. stupid festivals.
Safe. fields. grrrrrrrrrrr...roar.!
A replacement for the red haired wonder.
Another who is the brother.
who has ceasced to like me
lllll.....oh grrr in deed.
My Nephew has died in womb. He is to be labored out today.
:(
Also, People and realtionships are complicated.
the past:
PAPA ROACH LYRICS
"Scars"
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is
[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand
[Chorus]
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
[Chorus x2]
Artist: Nickelback Lyrics
Song: How You Remind Me Lyrics
Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealin'
Tired of livin' like a blind man
I'm sick inside without a sense of feelin
And this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin'
I've been wrong, I've been down
To the bottom of every bottle
Despite words in my head
Scream "Are we having fun yet?"
Yet?, Yet?, Yet?, no no
It's not like you didn't know that
I said I love you and I swear I still do
It must have been so bad
Cause living with me must have damn near killed you
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin'
I've been wrong, I've been down
To the bottom of every bottle
Despite words in my head
Scream "Are we having fun yet?"
Yet?, Yet?, Yet?, no no
Never made is as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing
And this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin'
I've been wrong, I've been down
To the bottom of every bottle
Despite words in my head
Scream "Are we having fun yet?"
Yet?, Yet?, Yet?, no no
Then there is a song I wrote:
"I Deny You."
"Do you love?
Or are you just trying to try me?
Just trying to buy me for your own?
And then, leave on the highway
leave my by the by way
and seal your doom?
Oh no, you don't understand it
you sure didn't plan it
to turn out this way
Oh no, you burn in denial
refused to walk the mile
and now you're alone
And I, I deny you
let out a sigh you
are a ghost in my path
no more!
Now present situations are becoming to a head, as all those cliches target and inbed in my mind...
We need to talk,where are we?, I want to know where this realationship is headed, I want to know I'm not wasting my time, my biological clock is ticking, I want commitment...and yes, I am the guy thinking these things.
Crazy.
Passionate and full of life. Chaotic. Different than those before.
But ultimatly is it real? Have any of them been more than fantasy they allowed to become a quasi real thing? Games! Bah!
I want real ...
why? Why are people's hearts found in others?
Drat! Me!
I want to be the one.
squints.
hmmph.
then there is the other.
in common. all though both poke and call dork, as did one before call Dorkus. And of course I then there would be the other feller.crazy.But we is friends.
Things, just kidding? hmmph.
Physical guy I am this time? Well, at least shows am capable of being liked for physical. Yeah me.
How is it I keep being too good, too nice? AHHHHHHH!
Why be penalized for being a gentleman? What is world coming to?
Pillow.
weeee!
Death, it comes unexpectantly ...is this how love comes too? Perhaps I should wait to be taken unawares...wait, ahhh! What is it? I have not allowed myself to super commit this time in prior ness and so my heart is a bit less entangled this time, but still...
grrr.
Confidence eh. NIce. fine.
a 31 yr old for crying out loud! ...Pa! blah. stupid festivals.
Safe. fields. grrrrrrrrrrr...roar.!
A replacement for the red haired wonder.
Another who is the brother.
who has ceasced to like me
lllll.....oh grrr in deed.