my hearty is bringing me down low...real low
okay so i told A that i like him and all......it rally did not go well. so i was talking to him and everythin was fine. i mean we were having a great time and we kindda got bored so we just asked each other random questions and i asked him if he had ever liked anyone in our group. he said yes and that he did at the time being... i swear that my heart skipped a beat when he said that.....and i asked him who it was, but he wouldn't tell me. then i asked him if he had evr liked me, he didn't answer that either...well geting impatient for an answer i said that i wished he would answer because i needed to know if i was making the right decision. he asked me what i meant and so i told him and he just kindda froze......i mean okay i told him that and he just looked at me for a few minutes and he walked away. he walked away.....he didn't answer me or say anything, at all...... and now today i've seen him like six times and he hasn't said a single word to me....god i feel like crying, this just sucks completely sucks........ i dunno i just think that i should have stayed in my little comfy shell and let the guys make the first move........but what if they never do?????????? ~