mitigating factors

[huntmooses]

being in pediatric nursing class doesn't help ne with my biological clock thing, and it's another thing that i'm conscious of holding against chris, although i don't want children with her right now either, i still, independent of this situation, want to be a father. it's something i'm going to have to rein in, but with all of the other emotion management i'm attempting right now, in addition to processing, school, etc, some of this slips throught. it's not helpful, unless it's that important to me, and I don't want anything that's so important that it coopts my ability to keep living intentionally.

i'm also at a point, 4 days later (:-) of being able to be cordial with chris in our interactions. now i'm in danger of being hurt by wanting her to sign her note to me with love or any other terms of endearment.

anyone ever taken the five love languages quiz?