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3. What would you do for the love of your life? What wouldn’t you do?
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The sad thing is I’ve never had one.
I never let myself get close enough to love someone like that, came close with Cassie but there were all these lies standing between me and her and when I came clean it ended everything.
Like I’m really going to make up a story like that just to be rid of the woman I’d been the most open and myself with. Guess it just goes to show that even the people who are supposed to love you don’t really know who you are.
Never had a love of my life but seen plenty of people who have and I’ve seen what people are willing to do for it. Sometimes they go so far as to try and kill another person or turn suicidal over the fact that their lover doesn’t want them in the same way.
I watched Sam lose his and as shitty as this sounds I learned from that how badly I don’t want to love somebody else like that. It practically ripped my brother apart and I swear to God if I hadn’t been there he would have gone under and I don’t think there would be anything left of Sam.
Loving another person to that extent takes trust and I can’t run the risk and take the chance that I’ll be disappointed. I can’t and I won’t. Maybe that’s selfish of me but I’m not hurting anybody and everybody has fun.
Only people I ever loved completely and without hesitation are either dead or making me promise to kill them if they turn Darth Vader on my ass. Suffice to say love runs a very close race with desperation because as soon as you have it you lose it, like grains of sand escaping between the gaps in your fingers.
I’ve never had a love of my life, ever.
I’ve always loved my family too much to ever let anyone in that close. Family’s the only love of my life, the only thing I’m ever going to kill for and the only thing I’m going to die for - the only thing that’s worth dying for.
And that’s the God’s honest truth.
Muse : Dean Winchester
Fandom : Supernatural
Word Count : 364
Old Topic
Like I'm going to let people read this. Locked from everyone
The sad thing is I’ve never had one.
I never let myself get close enough to love someone like that, came close with Cassie but there were all these lies standing between me and her and when I came clean it ended everything.
Like I’m really going to make up a story like that just to be rid of the woman I’d been the most open and myself with. Guess it just goes to show that even the people who are supposed to love you don’t really know who you are.
Never had a love of my life but seen plenty of people who have and I’ve seen what people are willing to do for it. Sometimes they go so far as to try and kill another person or turn suicidal over the fact that their lover doesn’t want them in the same way.
I watched Sam lose his and as shitty as this sounds I learned from that how badly I don’t want to love somebody else like that. It practically ripped my brother apart and I swear to God if I hadn’t been there he would have gone under and I don’t think there would be anything left of Sam.
Loving another person to that extent takes trust and I can’t run the risk and take the chance that I’ll be disappointed. I can’t and I won’t. Maybe that’s selfish of me but I’m not hurting anybody and everybody has fun.
Only people I ever loved completely and without hesitation are either dead or making me promise to kill them if they turn Darth Vader on my ass. Suffice to say love runs a very close race with desperation because as soon as you have it you lose it, like grains of sand escaping between the gaps in your fingers.
I’ve never had a love of my life, ever.
I’ve always loved my family too much to ever let anyone in that close. Family’s the only love of my life, the only thing I’m ever going to kill for and the only thing I’m going to die for - the only thing that’s worth dying for.
And that’s the God’s honest truth.
Muse : Dean Winchester
Fandom : Supernatural
Word Count : 364