Just some thoughts
Words are pretty much meaning less, they can't describe the feelings I have. I know I have flaws, it's crazy how comfort can make you turn a blind eye to things, but when your high goes down, you realize the problem is this there. I hate this one sided feeling I have. When I first came into this, i thought of it as a quick thrill, never thought feelings will get involved. Although it hurts to think that what was there is lost, it's the truth, I still have feelings, i'm only human. Time spent together has been imprinted and never forgotten. I've tried to stop it, but the feeling I have won't let me. In the long run this will only hurt more I believe, we're not happy, maybe for the moment but when it's all said and done, we're not. We care for each other. But there's where it stops. We got caught up and it had to stop somewhere, nothing lasts forever, sooner or later the last petal on the rose falls and all that's left is the stem that serves as a reminder of what was once there. Maybe the rose can be regrown, but only in the right time and right care. We'll see, only time will tell, even though it's always against one. Thank you for everything, sorry it wasn't the right time. I'll mature a bit and maybe one day I'll understand.