Well, well, well.
Doesn't time just move right along while you aren't looking. So, this week has been crazy. First, NO METAL NATION THIS SUMMER!!!! That blows such ass..and makes me sooooo sad. I can not believe it. I mean, everyone is planning on going to Ohio Death Fest which will rule, but it just isn't the same. Ah well. What can you do.
Also in the news this week; my cousin's mother shot herself. How messed up is that. I never met her, but have heard all about her through my family and cousin and so forth. My cousin, Amanda, just moved out of her house a few weeks ago. Amanda is getting married in Sept. I can not imagine if my mother committed suicide a few months before my wedding. I just can not imagine what she muct have been thinking...or feeling. I feel soooo terrible for Amanda. What incredible pain she must be in. I would be so hurt and pissed off at my mother for being so f*cking selfish! I mean, I can never blame anyone for feeling depressed and so forth, but Jesus. THERE IS HELP FOR PEOPLE!! WTF?!?!??! How could you do that to your own children. Not only that, but she shot herself. It is unknown just yet whether it was Amanda that found her, but still! She can not even have an open casket so that her daughter can tell her goodbye. SELFISH. Just makes me want to email my mother and tell her I love her. I think I will do that.
MOre to come.
Also in the news this week; my cousin's mother shot herself. How messed up is that. I never met her, but have heard all about her through my family and cousin and so forth. My cousin, Amanda, just moved out of her house a few weeks ago. Amanda is getting married in Sept. I can not imagine if my mother committed suicide a few months before my wedding. I just can not imagine what she muct have been thinking...or feeling. I feel soooo terrible for Amanda. What incredible pain she must be in. I would be so hurt and pissed off at my mother for being so f*cking selfish! I mean, I can never blame anyone for feeling depressed and so forth, but Jesus. THERE IS HELP FOR PEOPLE!! WTF?!?!??! How could you do that to your own children. Not only that, but she shot herself. It is unknown just yet whether it was Amanda that found her, but still! She can not even have an open casket so that her daughter can tell her goodbye. SELFISH. Just makes me want to email my mother and tell her I love her. I think I will do that.
MOre to come.