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Since I was given the chance to do this, I guess I find the timing wonderful. Here are the instructions.
~List 10 things you want to say to people but you know you never will (because I'm either A. an asshole, B. like keeping things to myself, C. don't wanna put up with the drama, D. have better things to do with my time, E. all of the above)
~Don't say who they are or who you're referring to
~Disable comments
~Never discuss it again
~Tag 5 people to do the same
1. You know I really love you but everytime you seem to come back into my life it always seems to throw me for a loop. I miss the times we used to spend with each other and have random fun. It really changed my life being around you. I just wish I could have that again and its just deteriorating. Sometimes I'll make the effort and call you up, and when I don't sometimes you will. It used to be a lot more than every few months. Now I can't say i've better but I'm just tired of being left for the last resort. I'm tired of feeling like the only reason you talk to me is when you want something or you need me JUST because you feel sad. I want you when you're feeling happy, sad, moderate and everything inbetween. I really feel like when I move away you wont even realize it. I truly do love you otherwise I wouldn't feel so broken when I think/hear/see things that remind me of you. I got over you and you should have never done anything to screw that up. I wish I would have never let you back in because I would be a much happier person. I want you to start being my friend again and caring because its hurts when you dont.
2. I dont like the fact that you can be such an upstanding person in a lot of peoples eyes and yet you have the audacity to say very hurtful things about someone you dont even know. Grow up.
3. I try to get along with everyone and you're the only one who doesn't seem to. The jury could be out on that one but you're the only one who has formally made it known. I think you're a bitch who doesn't have the patience and needs to grow up. I hope the ring you have in your tongue knocks your teeth out. Then you can be the hillbilly trash that you seem to eminate.
4. I know we're all making choices in our lives that determine our future but I'm very greatful for the choices I've made with you. You're probably one of the best things that has happened to me since I moved to hattiesburg for college. There's very few people I can talk to and just have ease in telling things to you. I appreciate having you around and I'll miss you when I'm gone. I'll always make sure to keep in touch with you. I'm definetly making you part of my wedding and you damn well better be able to make it.. I'll schedule it around so you CAN!! I'll be there for you and I know you'll be there for me.
5. You know I really am a bad friend at sometimes but its hard to keep in touch with people when you don't at least have some sort of physical contact with them on a daily basis. We always seemed to keep in contact somehow. Give it half a year and then we'd talk to each other again, but we still did. One of my few friends i've somewhat kept over the years and kinda know whats going on in your life. I just want you to know that i've never named or called anyone princess except for you. I said it'd be your name and i've so reserved it for you and you alone. we should talk more but where do i find the time or you? i have a little story i want to tell you about that i *know* you can relate to it. we need to email each other soon!
6. I really don't like being in a constant cycle of doing the same thing all the time. I'm not going to take route A to B all the time. I might decide to go to Z-B or A to C. I have very little time and i dont want to be 'stuck' doing the same thing all the time or expected for it to be that way either. i just want us both to have our own lives and not depend on each other because we're not always going to be there and when I leave there will be a hole needing to be filled. im not trying to fill the hole now, i just have a lot of people i need to be around so i have to spread it out. also, sometimes i make plans that you dont know about(and i shouldnt have to) and you shouldnt get pissed when i dont make them with you over everyone else first. its my loss ok? its not that extreme but it feels that way.
7. I don't really know you that well but I'd like to. There's a reason why we met and I want to take time to know you. You were in my life once momentarily and now you're back in it again. Its been very entertaining to be around you. I want more of it!! Once you pop...ya know.. haha. There's just so much fun to be had. I'm not sure how its all gonna end up turning out as of late but I hope that everything will be ok in the near future. I would have for a pretty new thing to go down the drain so fast.
8. I
9. <3
10. Most of you and am too tired to finish right now heh.
~List 10 things you want to say to people but you know you never will (because I'm either A. an asshole, B. like keeping things to myself, C. don't wanna put up with the drama, D. have better things to do with my time, E. all of the above)
~Don't say who they are or who you're referring to
~Disable comments
~Never discuss it again
~Tag 5 people to do the same
1. You know I really love you but everytime you seem to come back into my life it always seems to throw me for a loop. I miss the times we used to spend with each other and have random fun. It really changed my life being around you. I just wish I could have that again and its just deteriorating. Sometimes I'll make the effort and call you up, and when I don't sometimes you will. It used to be a lot more than every few months. Now I can't say i've better but I'm just tired of being left for the last resort. I'm tired of feeling like the only reason you talk to me is when you want something or you need me JUST because you feel sad. I want you when you're feeling happy, sad, moderate and everything inbetween. I really feel like when I move away you wont even realize it. I truly do love you otherwise I wouldn't feel so broken when I think/hear/see things that remind me of you. I got over you and you should have never done anything to screw that up. I wish I would have never let you back in because I would be a much happier person. I want you to start being my friend again and caring because its hurts when you dont.
2. I dont like the fact that you can be such an upstanding person in a lot of peoples eyes and yet you have the audacity to say very hurtful things about someone you dont even know. Grow up.
3. I try to get along with everyone and you're the only one who doesn't seem to. The jury could be out on that one but you're the only one who has formally made it known. I think you're a bitch who doesn't have the patience and needs to grow up. I hope the ring you have in your tongue knocks your teeth out. Then you can be the hillbilly trash that you seem to eminate.
4. I know we're all making choices in our lives that determine our future but I'm very greatful for the choices I've made with you. You're probably one of the best things that has happened to me since I moved to hattiesburg for college. There's very few people I can talk to and just have ease in telling things to you. I appreciate having you around and I'll miss you when I'm gone. I'll always make sure to keep in touch with you. I'm definetly making you part of my wedding and you damn well better be able to make it.. I'll schedule it around so you CAN!! I'll be there for you and I know you'll be there for me.
5. You know I really am a bad friend at sometimes but its hard to keep in touch with people when you don't at least have some sort of physical contact with them on a daily basis. We always seemed to keep in contact somehow. Give it half a year and then we'd talk to each other again, but we still did. One of my few friends i've somewhat kept over the years and kinda know whats going on in your life. I just want you to know that i've never named or called anyone princess except for you. I said it'd be your name and i've so reserved it for you and you alone. we should talk more but where do i find the time or you? i have a little story i want to tell you about that i *know* you can relate to it. we need to email each other soon!
6. I really don't like being in a constant cycle of doing the same thing all the time. I'm not going to take route A to B all the time. I might decide to go to Z-B or A to C. I have very little time and i dont want to be 'stuck' doing the same thing all the time or expected for it to be that way either. i just want us both to have our own lives and not depend on each other because we're not always going to be there and when I leave there will be a hole needing to be filled. im not trying to fill the hole now, i just have a lot of people i need to be around so i have to spread it out. also, sometimes i make plans that you dont know about(and i shouldnt have to) and you shouldnt get pissed when i dont make them with you over everyone else first. its my loss ok? its not that extreme but it feels that way.
7. I don't really know you that well but I'd like to. There's a reason why we met and I want to take time to know you. You were in my life once momentarily and now you're back in it again. Its been very entertaining to be around you. I want more of it!! Once you pop...ya know.. haha. There's just so much fun to be had. I'm not sure how its all gonna end up turning out as of late but I hope that everything will be ok in the near future. I would have for a pretty new thing to go down the drain so fast.
8. I
9. <3
10. Most of you and am too tired to finish right now heh.