STRESSSSS
Guess who had a nervous breakdown at the end of the shift on my second job tonight. Uhhhh, me. I just broke down and cried over something really REALLY stupid. Something I would normally just shrug off, call myself stupid, and be done with it.
Just so much going on right now, and so much I need to do but can't.
And the biggest thing on my mind right now is Twikky. I am SO TERRIFIED that she's going to hate me. I'll take her in tomorrow morning on the way to Arby's, pick her up on the way home from Nick's. No break for me in between I go right from one job to the other. I'm going ot be worried about her all day. But the point is she doesn't understand what's going on. Her eye doesn't hurt her. She can see out of it. She'll go in with two eyes, and come out with no depth perception. And I'm just afraid she'll hate me. She's like my child or something. She's so important to me. I'd be devasted if she got all spiteful. And I dunno what to do.
But yeah, then I felt like an ass for crying at work and cried more. And they all probably think I dunno what. I hope they don't feel bad. It was really dumb and not worth crying over but I'm stressing. And my past two paychecks combined from Arby's are barely if even going to be enough to pay the surgery bill. Thank GOD I'm not living on my own and don't need the money for rent because I wouldn't have it.
I need a break, and my next day off from work(s) is Sunday... So far away ;_;
Just so much going on right now, and so much I need to do but can't.
And the biggest thing on my mind right now is Twikky. I am SO TERRIFIED that she's going to hate me. I'll take her in tomorrow morning on the way to Arby's, pick her up on the way home from Nick's. No break for me in between I go right from one job to the other. I'm going ot be worried about her all day. But the point is she doesn't understand what's going on. Her eye doesn't hurt her. She can see out of it. She'll go in with two eyes, and come out with no depth perception. And I'm just afraid she'll hate me. She's like my child or something. She's so important to me. I'd be devasted if she got all spiteful. And I dunno what to do.
But yeah, then I felt like an ass for crying at work and cried more. And they all probably think I dunno what. I hope they don't feel bad. It was really dumb and not worth crying over but I'm stressing. And my past two paychecks combined from Arby's are barely if even going to be enough to pay the surgery bill. Thank GOD I'm not living on my own and don't need the money for rent because I wouldn't have it.
I need a break, and my next day off from work(s) is Sunday... So far away ;_;