Aug 17, 2008 19:21
Dear LJ,
Wine tastes like scruffy carpet. If all alcohol has that burny scratch to it I will never EVER be an alcoholic. EVER.
Went to OKCupid guy's house today for second part of date 1. Didn't get lost! It wasn't awful, but it was a little awkward. I'm super duper princess mcprude and certain things are kinda expected once you get older and I'm such a... such... well I'm such a total virgin so it's all just really awkward and I'm skittish. Also I'm an awful kisser, because I don't go around kissing people all the time (read: at all) so it was a little overwhelming. He was tame and didn't force himself so I'm not screaming rape but I think I foiled his day because he couldn't get under my clothes. He's got a penis so I forgive him as long as he can control it and keep it in his pants, men can't help feeling the urges but they must restrain on acting on them for my sake.
I'd still hang out with him or go on another date, but if I'm going to his house again we need better plans because just sitting around is awkward for either of us for opposite reasons. I don't know if he'd want another date though because I'm a whiner and an ice queen.
Your internet author,
me
P.S. changing my answer to the "do you play 2 hours of video games a day" questions from no to yes upped me like 5% on most of my matches. I decided to consider Sims2 and Maple Story as games and I can play that shit all day.
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