Sad

Sep 08, 2010 01:31

I am now catless. I do not have the energy at the moment to put up everything; I suppose I'll do it tomorrow.

Smoke quit eating some time ago, and I force fed her for quite a while, but even that didn't really seem to fix much of anything. I tried to feed her just about everything I could think of and some recommended foods from other people. She didn't want to eat. Then a few days ago, I got a good look at her in direct lighting and noticed that she was jaundiced. I took her to the hospital here, and they basically said nothing encouraging with odds of a turnaround at 40-50% at best with hospital care. So I made my peace with her, said my goodbyes, and held her while she went to sleep for the last time.

It's very quiet here now, and I don't want to be here.
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