Sucktasticness
At least with my dad, I was expecting it and it was kind of a relief. Coming home as I do every night and finding Cleo dead is one of the worst things I have experienced. She was fine when I left this morning, fine 2 months ago when she had her yearly checkup, and dead stiff when I walked in the door tonight. More heartbreaking is watching Smoke walk around and sniffing where she was and looking for her. This sucks and I would not wish it on anyone.