Little Trip Down Memory Lane
Every now and then I get the urge to back track and read past entries. If anything about Live Journal is useful, it's quite a nice time capsule. This survey is my second entry ever in here, made in 2004. Sheesh I was an angry angsty sarcastic little wench o.o. Oh. Cassie does still scare me though. That much hasn't changed. Maybe I'll retake this in a few days. Might be interesting.
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME
01 ? love
02 ? being alone
03 ? Cassie o.o
THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND
01 ? my dreams
02 ? people
03 ? You.
THREE THINGS I'D LIKE TO LEARN
01 ? computer shtuff
02 ? martial arts
03 ? how to play the harp
THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW
01 ? black tank
02 ? jeans
03 ? white socks
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
01 ? pens
02 ? software
03 ? paper/notes etc.
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
01 ? know love as equally shared
02 ? bungee jump damnit
03 ? have an orgasm from an actual human? That’d be nice e.e
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY
01 ? fucked
02 ? antisocial
03 ? understanding
THREE BAD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY
01 ? I’m stubborn
02 ? depersonalization disorder
03 ? too secretive
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
01 ? English
02 ? French
03 ? Irish
THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
01 ? my hands
02 ? the color of my oddball eyes
03 ? …
THREE THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
01 ? everything except what’s said above ^
02 ? …
03 ? …
THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU
01 ? there’s a reason for everything I do
02 ? I understand myself as much as you do.
03 ? I feel
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST
01 ? mhm
02 ? I’m sorry
03 ? shoosh
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO
01 ? Italy
02 ? California
03 ? Europe in general
THREE NAMES THAT YOU GO BY
01 ? Jessica
02 ? Jez
03 ? Jezimaka
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE OR HAD
01 ? SilentSilvrShadw
02 ? LaRoseNoire(insert some number here)
03 ? Illusionsomethingsomething
THREE THINGS YOU NEVER GET SICK OF
01 ? people coming to me when they need someone to talk to
02 ? music
03 ? staying up/coffee (thought those two fit together…)
THREE MOVIES YOU LOVE
01 ? Wild Things
02 ? Gremlins!
03 ? Labrynth
THREE GIRLS YOU LOVE
01 ? Cassanda
02 ? Kayleigh
03 ? Ashleigh
THREE BOYS YOU LOVE
01 ? …
02 ? …
03 ? Never again.
THREE BOOKS YOU'VE READ
01 ? um…more than you will ever be able to count to…
02 ?
03 ?
WHAT DO YOU HATE
01 ? These….things…
02 ? Michigan x.x
03 ? most likely you
WHO DO YOU WISH YOU COULD BE CLOSER TO
01 ? Sarah
02 ? Kayleigh
03 ? Zakk
04 ? the Ray person (I added a 4….so shoot me)
WHAT ARE THE WORST THINGS YOUVE DONE
01 ? don’t ask things you don’t want to know the answers to >>;
02 ?
03 ?
YOU...
:x: birthday = 12-06-86
:x: age = 17 last I checked
:x: city = this hell hole Ypsi
:x: height = 5’5ish
:x: shoe size = 7 or 8 something like that
:x: hair color = ash blonde
:x: sexual preference = no preference
:x: school = Ypsi Fucking High
NUMBER...
:x: of siblings = ….not including my dogs? none…
:x: of pets = 3 dogs. Love my Kitty *huggles the big black lab*
:x: of shoes = erm… about…6 pairs?
:x: of piercings = 5, ears & belly button
:x: of tattoos = one of these days…
:x: of exboyfriends or girlfriends = can’t remember, so quite a few…
:x: of hook-ups = say wha?
:x: of times I have been in love? = one e.e. Fucker.
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = once
:x: of hearts I have broken? = erm…not enough room here to explain…
:x: of girls I have kissed? = 3
:x: of boys I have kissed? = a few…
:x: of girls I've slept with? = only you ^.~
:x: of boys I've slept with? = one. Fucker.
:x: of drugs taken illegally? = one that I can remember
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? I…have some serious trust issues
:x: of people I consider my enemies? = almost everyone
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? Well I hope not a lot.
:x: of scars on my body? = After the accident I lost count.
:x: of things in my past that I regret? = One. My past.
LAST...
:x: movie you bought = I don’t buy movies.
:x: movie you rented = Freddy vs. Jason, Gremlins, & Gremlins 2…
:x: song you listened to= Acoustic #3 by The Goo Goo Dolls
:x: song that was stuck in your head = Easy by Fuel
:x: cd you bought = don’t buy cds
:x: cd you listened to = Dizzy up the Girl
:x: person you've called = um...good question…
:x: person that's called you = Kayleigh
:x: tv show you've watched = I don’t watch tv
:x: person you were thinking of = uhh can’t remember
:x: friend[s] you made = no one. I hate everyone. I’m tired as fuck.
DO...
:x: you have a crush on someone = no
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = yes
:x: you think about suicide = what’s the point?
:x: you believe in online dating = um. No.
:x: others find you attractive = why don’t you ask them?
:x: you want more piercings = yes no maybe probably not
:x: you drink = on occasion
:x: you do drugs = when the need strikes me
:x: you smoke = until I evolve until a chimney, as Cas would say
:x: you like cleaning = hell no
:x: you like roller coasters = when I’m with the right people
:x: you write in cursive or print = both, kinda mixed together until you can’t tell if that’s an ‘r’ or an ‘n’
FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships = e.e. I don’t know, why don’t you ask my ex b/f in Detroit?
:x: using someone = depends
:x: suicide = if it makes you happy?
:x: killing people = if they deserve it
:x: teenage smoking = bring on the cancer sticks
:x: doing drugs = as long as it’s not excessive
:x: driving drunk = against. Listen to the damn commercials already.
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = Love is Love. It shouldn’t be gender based.
:x: soap operas = um…sure…?
FAVORITE...
:x: food = Doughnuts! Hell yes.
:x: thing to do = don’t mean to repeat what the last person who did this said, but smoking, fucking, listening to music, & talking to someone one on one sounds about right. Just don’t let me into a crowd if you want me to stay sane.
:x: thing to talk about = anything, people are interesting
:x: sports = football
:x: drinks = cream soda. mmm
:x: clothes = erm…those ones
:x: movies = deja vu? Nah…
:x: Bands = Goo Goo Dolls, Fuel, probably more if I knew them
:x: holiday = they usually suck in general
:x: disney movie = La Belle et Le Bete… ^.^ (Beauty & the Beast for all you none French speaking people)
:x: word = uh…a lot. Words are cool. I like to fuck with them.
:x: nickname = merf I don’t know
:x: guy name = Damon
:x: girl name = Elaine… long story. Literally, I wrote it last year.
:x: eye color = brown
:x: flower = rose
:x: piercing = lip
:x: actor = don’t know right now
:x: actress = Angelina Jolie. Fucking hot. Ahh hot. Omg. Hot.
HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a girl = no
:x: ever cried over a boy = let’s not go there e.e
:x: ever lied to someone = yes
:x: ever been in a fist fight = no
:x: ever been arrested = not that I remember
:x: ever gotten a ticket = no
:x: ever took a drug = yes
:x: ever been on a talk show = no
WHAT...
:x: shampoo do you use = whatever is in reach?
:x: shoes do you wear = mah hooker boots
:x: are you scared of = do you really think I have short term memory loss? Ok, I do. That’s beside the point.
:x: time do you wake up = never
:x: reminds you of your past = Sex.
:x: makes you think = about….?
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty = my mirror tells me no
:x: funny = I have my moments
:x: hot = oh yes. Steamy baby.
:x: friendly = depends
:x: amusing = usually
:x: ugly = why don’t you ask my mirror this time?
:x: lovable = no ><
:x: caring = surprisingly yes
:x: sweet = grossly so
:x: dorky = very
:x: ditzy = so I’m told
:x: smart = not school smart. People smart, sense smart, & so on.
:x: understanding = yes
:x: entertaining = no but I try
:x: drunk = it’s been awhile
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME
01 ? love
02 ? being alone
03 ? Cassie o.o
THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND
01 ? my dreams
02 ? people
03 ? You.
THREE THINGS I'D LIKE TO LEARN
01 ? computer shtuff
02 ? martial arts
03 ? how to play the harp
THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW
01 ? black tank
02 ? jeans
03 ? white socks
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
01 ? pens
02 ? software
03 ? paper/notes etc.
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
01 ? know love as equally shared
02 ? bungee jump damnit
03 ? have an orgasm from an actual human? That’d be nice e.e
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY
01 ? fucked
02 ? antisocial
03 ? understanding
THREE BAD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY
01 ? I’m stubborn
02 ? depersonalization disorder
03 ? too secretive
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
01 ? English
02 ? French
03 ? Irish
THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
01 ? my hands
02 ? the color of my oddball eyes
03 ? …
THREE THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
01 ? everything except what’s said above ^
02 ? …
03 ? …
THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU
01 ? there’s a reason for everything I do
02 ? I understand myself as much as you do.
03 ? I feel
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST
01 ? mhm
02 ? I’m sorry
03 ? shoosh
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO
01 ? Italy
02 ? California
03 ? Europe in general
THREE NAMES THAT YOU GO BY
01 ? Jessica
02 ? Jez
03 ? Jezimaka
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE OR HAD
01 ? SilentSilvrShadw
02 ? LaRoseNoire(insert some number here)
03 ? Illusionsomethingsomething
THREE THINGS YOU NEVER GET SICK OF
01 ? people coming to me when they need someone to talk to
02 ? music
03 ? staying up/coffee (thought those two fit together…)
THREE MOVIES YOU LOVE
01 ? Wild Things
02 ? Gremlins!
03 ? Labrynth
THREE GIRLS YOU LOVE
01 ? Cassanda
02 ? Kayleigh
03 ? Ashleigh
THREE BOYS YOU LOVE
01 ? …
02 ? …
03 ? Never again.
THREE BOOKS YOU'VE READ
01 ? um…more than you will ever be able to count to…
02 ?
03 ?
WHAT DO YOU HATE
01 ? These….things…
02 ? Michigan x.x
03 ? most likely you
WHO DO YOU WISH YOU COULD BE CLOSER TO
01 ? Sarah
02 ? Kayleigh
03 ? Zakk
04 ? the Ray person (I added a 4….so shoot me)
WHAT ARE THE WORST THINGS YOUVE DONE
01 ? don’t ask things you don’t want to know the answers to >>;
02 ?
03 ?
YOU...
:x: birthday = 12-06-86
:x: age = 17 last I checked
:x: city = this hell hole Ypsi
:x: height = 5’5ish
:x: shoe size = 7 or 8 something like that
:x: hair color = ash blonde
:x: sexual preference = no preference
:x: school = Ypsi Fucking High
NUMBER...
:x: of siblings = ….not including my dogs? none…
:x: of pets = 3 dogs. Love my Kitty *huggles the big black lab*
:x: of shoes = erm… about…6 pairs?
:x: of piercings = 5, ears & belly button
:x: of tattoos = one of these days…
:x: of exboyfriends or girlfriends = can’t remember, so quite a few…
:x: of hook-ups = say wha?
:x: of times I have been in love? = one e.e. Fucker.
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = once
:x: of hearts I have broken? = erm…not enough room here to explain…
:x: of girls I have kissed? = 3
:x: of boys I have kissed? = a few…
:x: of girls I've slept with? = only you ^.~
:x: of boys I've slept with? = one. Fucker.
:x: of drugs taken illegally? = one that I can remember
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? I…have some serious trust issues
:x: of people I consider my enemies? = almost everyone
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? Well I hope not a lot.
:x: of scars on my body? = After the accident I lost count.
:x: of things in my past that I regret? = One. My past.
LAST...
:x: movie you bought = I don’t buy movies.
:x: movie you rented = Freddy vs. Jason, Gremlins, & Gremlins 2…
:x: song you listened to= Acoustic #3 by The Goo Goo Dolls
:x: song that was stuck in your head = Easy by Fuel
:x: cd you bought = don’t buy cds
:x: cd you listened to = Dizzy up the Girl
:x: person you've called = um...good question…
:x: person that's called you = Kayleigh
:x: tv show you've watched = I don’t watch tv
:x: person you were thinking of = uhh can’t remember
:x: friend[s] you made = no one. I hate everyone. I’m tired as fuck.
DO...
:x: you have a crush on someone = no
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = yes
:x: you think about suicide = what’s the point?
:x: you believe in online dating = um. No.
:x: others find you attractive = why don’t you ask them?
:x: you want more piercings = yes no maybe probably not
:x: you drink = on occasion
:x: you do drugs = when the need strikes me
:x: you smoke = until I evolve until a chimney, as Cas would say
:x: you like cleaning = hell no
:x: you like roller coasters = when I’m with the right people
:x: you write in cursive or print = both, kinda mixed together until you can’t tell if that’s an ‘r’ or an ‘n’
FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships = e.e. I don’t know, why don’t you ask my ex b/f in Detroit?
:x: using someone = depends
:x: suicide = if it makes you happy?
:x: killing people = if they deserve it
:x: teenage smoking = bring on the cancer sticks
:x: doing drugs = as long as it’s not excessive
:x: driving drunk = against. Listen to the damn commercials already.
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = Love is Love. It shouldn’t be gender based.
:x: soap operas = um…sure…?
FAVORITE...
:x: food = Doughnuts! Hell yes.
:x: thing to do = don’t mean to repeat what the last person who did this said, but smoking, fucking, listening to music, & talking to someone one on one sounds about right. Just don’t let me into a crowd if you want me to stay sane.
:x: thing to talk about = anything, people are interesting
:x: sports = football
:x: drinks = cream soda. mmm
:x: clothes = erm…those ones
:x: movies = deja vu? Nah…
:x: Bands = Goo Goo Dolls, Fuel, probably more if I knew them
:x: holiday = they usually suck in general
:x: disney movie = La Belle et Le Bete… ^.^ (Beauty & the Beast for all you none French speaking people)
:x: word = uh…a lot. Words are cool. I like to fuck with them.
:x: nickname = merf I don’t know
:x: guy name = Damon
:x: girl name = Elaine… long story. Literally, I wrote it last year.
:x: eye color = brown
:x: flower = rose
:x: piercing = lip
:x: actor = don’t know right now
:x: actress = Angelina Jolie. Fucking hot. Ahh hot. Omg. Hot.
HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a girl = no
:x: ever cried over a boy = let’s not go there e.e
:x: ever lied to someone = yes
:x: ever been in a fist fight = no
:x: ever been arrested = not that I remember
:x: ever gotten a ticket = no
:x: ever took a drug = yes
:x: ever been on a talk show = no
WHAT...
:x: shampoo do you use = whatever is in reach?
:x: shoes do you wear = mah hooker boots
:x: are you scared of = do you really think I have short term memory loss? Ok, I do. That’s beside the point.
:x: time do you wake up = never
:x: reminds you of your past = Sex.
:x: makes you think = about….?
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty = my mirror tells me no
:x: funny = I have my moments
:x: hot = oh yes. Steamy baby.
:x: friendly = depends
:x: amusing = usually
:x: ugly = why don’t you ask my mirror this time?
:x: lovable = no ><
:x: caring = surprisingly yes
:x: sweet = grossly so
:x: dorky = very
:x: ditzy = so I’m told
:x: smart = not school smart. People smart, sense smart, & so on.
:x: understanding = yes
:x: entertaining = no but I try
:x: drunk = it’s been awhile