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cait cut josh's hair..it looked liek shit..and me, being the angel and most awesomest VERY experienced hair cutter that am.....and stepped in. it was HARD to make it better, but i managed:):)
alli ever do is write in my god damn book, what is wrong with me? a girl in math today asked me if i was going to becasue a writer when i grew up. god no. not saying that its a bad career, just not for me, tho i could TOTALLY get by with writing a book about my life!! my ups, my downs, my love, my hate, my self mutilation....all the way to popping pills and my parentals ruining my life. iv done it all.
thanks to me husband, iv realized, that...all the shit iv been through, has made me.....well me. before i had a perfect life....perfect boyfriend, perfect clothes, perfect complection..hair....and i was just....Jessica.
NOW!! i have not GOOD complexion...but not bad, not at all, big ratty ass hair, grundgy clothes, wild make up, a better outlook on life, more open minded on things, and im Schouvi.
everything is perfect right now. my parentals dont hate me..(they shouldnt, its xmas...even tho it was around xmas when they did) and my firends all love me, i have a wonderous boy, i have nothing to complain about. im happy. lemme stay this way.