May 18, 2004 08:27
Well........
The year is over. Everyone is sooooooo happy to get it over with. can't lie to myself anymore. I'm really not happy right now. I should be coming out w/ my fellow peers, but I had to be the one to fuck up. Its like the world is on my shoulders and it has gotten too heavy. Think its bad now, wait until next year. I want to say fuck it, fuck everything, but I can't. The pressure is really on me. I think I better go now. I need to go to the bathroom and cry.