Feb 06, 2006 19:35
I feel like I need something to change in my life. Like a big, drastic change. I'm sick of this place I call home. It's realy starting to get the best of me. Maybe it's the weather and maybe it's the past month I've had, but my friend Ashley and I feel like we both have Senioritis, yet we're not graduating this year. Still, this whole college thing seems like it's taking WAY longer than expected. Honestly though, not sure if I'd be ready for the real world yet anyway. I have a lot on my mind lately, I can't even barely do my papers or homework. I just can't get myself motivated, I feel like giving up. God, I'm such a downer lately. I just want a fairy godmother or something to just snap her fingers and fix everything.
Life is so weird sometimes...I hate it when people tell you that what happens in life is supposed to help you learn. If this is all about learning, then it's a shitty way of teaching because I am one unhappy camper.