Ripped off and Pissed off
Thursday has been my favorite day for the past few years, it’s the day people tend to go about lightly and get excited cause Friday is a day away and their weekend will soon begin. A year ago I wouldve made a long distance call to keep it alive between me and Tom and find out our weekend plans. Now I think I find Thursdays more stressful, they tend to be busy for banks since Thursday is EPCOT for Disney employees....(Every Pay Check On Thursday....me rolling my eyes) Eh...what do you expect really....its Florida not Italy, so All roads lead to Disney.
Now when I think of Thursdays I think about how I only have 1 more day then I have the weekend off and I can relax, sleep in and enjoy myself and not put up with Cindy. Then I think about Cindy and how much I cant stand her and how busy we are on Fridays and how she ALWAYS leaves on time and Im stuck on Fridays cleaning up everyones mess. Ugh, ok I am officially putting my foot down tomorrow. STOMP! Im leaving on time tomorrow, seriously, and if I stay longer there its because Im doing something else that I enjoy such as talking with someone and NOT working. I see her, she leaves her stuff at her station and goes in the break room and calls her daughters and yakkity yaks on the phone then comes out which makes me wonder if shes running her dick suckers on purpose to gain more time on her time sheet. The best part of my Wednesday was leaving on time cause I technically had too, and getting to see Cindy still working THEN on top of that Nancy called in cause shes sick and shes currently in charge of the vault which is an everyday procedure, so all the cash had to be counted and Michele had to do it. And since I was so busy in the drive thru cause I really do have no help next to me, I had to sell a lot of cash to the vault right before I left, so Michele was gathering up the money I left behind for her at my station in a bucket and as she was walking away she rolled her eyes and thats when I stepped out of the vault from locking up my stuff for the day and caught her. She looked away really quick and I just smiled.
Isnt it a bitch when you have to stay later cause other people dump their shit on you??? Yea, gee thats gotta suck. I’d feel bad for her and all cause shes sick right now, but I figure since Cindy and Michele have this thing against me I’ll make the best of it and play their game with them. I mean I wouldve sold the cash a lot sooner so she couldve had a head start on it, but I work next to Mother Theresa and a Miserable Witch, I figure I cant rely on someone that asks “Aww, Do I have too?” Whenever Michele asks if she can stay later.....
Hmm....where have I heard that saying before....I know I heard it some where, its so familiar OH YEA now I know, I used to like say that when I was like 5!!!!! Fuckin whinny bitch.
This is what got full time over me. Im so glad too, cause I know I wont really be working there much longer and those people are gonna get exactly what they deserve from her. I so cannot wait for her to go on vacation next week. Next week is gonna be like heaven. Bitch less and Felix all to myself, since nosey Cindy with her lack of life always sticks her big nose into mine....always playin it off like shes teasing me about the brinks guy, but I know that bitch wants me to tell her something. Oh and Im sure she got to talk about plenty when I walked over to Sonics for lunch when Brinks happened to come and I happened to get side tracked over to the ATM machines. I was gonna give Felix a candy cane for him and his driver, except it was Angel. I tried to surprise Brinksy, but I got the surprise... it was my fantasy man....Hes still hot, but I do like the attention Felix gives me better. But Angel is very shy tho, and I know, married....gees. Im not going after a married man, don’t worry.
So originally I planned on spending my Thursday in the Disney area, at Downtown Disney at the Virgin Megastore, to see Clay Aiken. So Clays scheduled time was at noon, we got there around 12:20...only to find out you need a pass to see him. Not a VIP pass but just a pass period, and they didnt have any left. I was so upset. Youve got to be kidding!!! No CLAY?! I wanted to cry... we still bought the book at Virgin Megastore and I so wish we didnt....This is the part where I got ripped off so I was pissed off. We paid 23 something for Clays book and it was 15 something on sale at Target which is where we went after. Unbelievable. We got a book, we cant even see the freakin guy and we paid more than what we could have. What a shitty day. Not to mention something is up with Clay Aiken lately. No pictures, he was blocked off from any public viewing, he was only gonna be there for 90 minutes signing his book only AND he was 40 minutes late, so we left. Since the people with passes wernt guaranteed to see him cause of his time limit, what chances did we have? Clay has become un-fuckin-believable, hes forgotten that his fans made him - literally. I voted for him. But its become obvious that he needed someone...”me”.... to put him in his place. Just wait...hes gonna see....I have a lot of memorabilia that is anxiously awaiting his signature, and its gonna get there - trust me!
But I can name a few items Im getting for Chrismukkah...well see I tend to shut myself out so much that the people around me that Im the closest with (Trenna and my mom) dont have a clue what I want for my Birthday or Christmas. Technically sometimes I don’t either, its not until Im usually asked over and over by them that I make A List. So when My B-day is close or for the month of December I put up a list. Either by my bedroom door OR on the fridge. Currently on my list the number 1 item is The OC on DVD.
Other DvDs include:
Shrek
Shrek 2
The Simple Life season 1
The Simple Life season 2
CDs
The OC Chrismukkah CD
Gwen Steffanis CD
Kelly Clarksons new CD
My 2005 Calendar Choices
The Simple Life
Clay Aiken
But I know Trenna couldnt find The OC season and neither could my mom or myself. I was really starting to get upset. Not to mention I couldnt find anything Chad Michael Murray for Trenna. No posters, no calendar, plus I still couldnt find A Cinderella Story on DVD....but....I did today at Super Target on the way home from not seeing Aiken. So Trenna has a big basket full of stuff....a HUGE basket really with jewel panties, A Cinderella Story, candles, horse stuff...etc etc.....theres just so much. Im not sure whats all in it at this point. LOL But since I picked out some things for myself today and yesterday cause we couldnt find the one thing I wanted Im so far getting.....
* The OC on DVD...YAY!
* Paris Hiltons book - Confessions of a Heiress
* Video games under 20 bucks (Grand Theft Auto Vice City and Zelda the wind waker)
(Im a huge fan of Zelda games, Majoras mask is my favorite of all time)
*I have a basket of stuff, its not wrapped up but I don’t really look in it or thru it really even tho its under the christmas tree and out in the open, I like to be surprised too, but Im pretty sure I got a Spongebob calendar in there. Hehe. I think Trenna was going for the Shrek and Simple Life stuff anyway.
I really cant wait, I cant wait for my week vacation - just to have more than one day to sleep in....which reminds me I really need one of those mask things to put over my eyes to help me sleep. I need to sleep in the dark and sleeping in becomes impossible when the sun is peeking thru the windows. But I cant wait, this year I’ve gone out, way out for so many people...and I really cant wait to see the look on everyones faces. Plus this is Calis first Christmas and its also the first year I’ve decided to really wrap up my babies gifts and make them open them themselves....I figure Cisco, Icesis and Cali would need some help. But Cali would have loads of fun in the tron paper and Im sure Augie will break into his if he detects a plush or squeaky toy inside!!! His fav, and I love to spoil my baby BUT he always rips them and tears out the stuffing so his fav thing to do gets pricey. But since its Chrismukkah I’ll get him 2 even tho they will be destroyed. Awww but I’ll get him and Cisco some treats see if he can detect that in paper and spare the toy a few days! Hehe...eh....tomorrow and one more week, but a peaceful one at that and a Bitch Free alcoholic party tomorrow night, Whooo hooo!!!
You know how they say what goes around comes around....sometimes when people are getting their bullshit back on them its done thru an innocent. More and more Im starting to see, and feeling bad since I became friends with Micheles daughter. Shes 16 and has something really wrong with her medically. I know its 2 completely different things but I don’t want to say cause I know Im gonna mix them up and not get them right, but Michele hasnt been the nicest person to me. And anytime someone screws someone over, or is hurt by someone Im sure that person, same with me wants to see what payback they’ll get....it always works in movies! But it doesnt always work like that in real life...but Im not gonna check up on people to see if they got what they deserved later in life. Its just starting to seem like the people who hurt me or my mom, are getting their pay back a lot sooner then anticipated. And what I was saying about an innocent....payback doesnt have to be inflicted to the person themself, it only has to affect them. And if that means hurting someone they love.....well then......Im just gonna do a lot of praying for people right now...cause I don’t like everything I see and karmas time was running out for me to be around here to see so it is takin its toll. I figured I could just be happy knowing I was singing my way to the bank in the future but apparently like I said, Karma is thinking differently. But I damn sure don’t feel sorry for Cindy!
Not to worry tho for some....I still pray the most for the ones who broke my heart cause if anything would ever happen to them then I would be hurt, so I know they'll be ok. But this will be our secret cause I think Im supposed to be mad at Tom and I think Chad and I are ok, like were friends but we dont talk alot....does that make sense? Were like distant friends, I guess. But when we bring up sexuality then I really am mad at Tom, and actually No I really am mad at Tom. I just feel bad for him. Jesus Ive gotten so wrapped up in things I dont know if Im mad or in Love with Tom this week....I got it now...thats right Im mad for what hes done to me, and there is no future for us ever romantically BUT their is a chance for us to be friends at some point but after I get over the hurt and confusion....and Chad and I are ok. But I dont know if Im what hes looking for....at all or at some point in the future, ahem, so I will find out hopefully someday but until the day we both will dread (since he never talks with me about anything personal or real and the fact that I want to talk will make him want to run screaming or climb a wall to escape me it'll be a day we both dread.) But Ive been so outta my mind Ive locked my keys in my own car twice last week. The first time I got lucky with my mom bringing me my spare the second time I had to pay cause I dont have AAA...My head is in space or something.
But Still stay tuned for the entry after my drunk night out this Saturday...hmmm....why does something tell me this is gonna be interesting?