I want the race of men to leave me the fuck alone!
Why do I attract these losers? Seriously! This sucks!I just want them all to leave me be. The guys I want don't want me and the ones that actually want me I'm not the slightest bit interested in! I just want to move away and start over. Take risks and meet ppl! But for now just...just...STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM ME!
I fucking haven't slept in days. I've tried. Nothing helps. Why try.
Sara's party is on Saturday. I'm going. Curt's making porch climber. It's going to be a bloody good time. But I told Sara that if she leaves me I get bored and if I look bored I look vulnerable and some guy will try to pick me up! That is why I'm not drinking alot. I might get drunk but whatever. Which saddens me cuz Curtis's porch climber is so good! But thats the thing...Curtis! and Corey! My cousins are going to be there and I just want to make a good impression. I don't want them to think poorly of me! I can't mess up any more of my family!
My best friend is in Germany and I can't deal with stuff right now. I guess it doesn't matter because talking about it doesn't help. This is the first time I've realy not wanted a relationship. I'm so happy I'm single right now.
I'm watching a movie, going to get a salad and not paying attantion. k bye.
*Boys suck, throw rocks at them*
I fucking haven't slept in days. I've tried. Nothing helps. Why try.
Sara's party is on Saturday. I'm going. Curt's making porch climber. It's going to be a bloody good time. But I told Sara that if she leaves me I get bored and if I look bored I look vulnerable and some guy will try to pick me up! That is why I'm not drinking alot. I might get drunk but whatever. Which saddens me cuz Curtis's porch climber is so good! But thats the thing...Curtis! and Corey! My cousins are going to be there and I just want to make a good impression. I don't want them to think poorly of me! I can't mess up any more of my family!
My best friend is in Germany and I can't deal with stuff right now. I guess it doesn't matter because talking about it doesn't help. This is the first time I've realy not wanted a relationship. I'm so happy I'm single right now.
I'm watching a movie, going to get a salad and not paying attantion. k bye.
*Boys suck, throw rocks at them*