Back Again?!?
I decided that maybe I should start writing in this thing again. It is always nice to go back and look through your journals...you can use them as proof, you can use them as reassurance or you can use them for good laughs!
In recent news; I am for the most part single, but still seeing John as FRIENDS. We are both coming to realize it is hard separating the intimacy from friendship. But we seem to be doing well. We only dated for 4 1/2 months, there were no in depth feelings or emotions attached. That is one big reason why we decided to put a stop to the whole "dating". We were both starting to develop feelings for each other...but we both know that he cannot be in a relationship right now...or for at least another year, until he gets certain priorities worked out.
Funny story - Friday John and I went to the Whaler's game together . We were walking around during intermission. I heard this voice that was very similar to me. I looked to my left and saw Jason standing next to us! Wow, what an awkward moment. I flashed a smile and he gave a half ass smile back at me. I took it as a, "I don't want to talk to you" so I walked away. I am guessing it may have been because I was there with another man? We have been sending a couple messages to each other via Myspace and he seems to be open about wanting to continue correspondences once in awhile. Who knows what was going through that little brain of his