Feb 28, 2006 16:24
I will be taking hspa's nextweek.And it's funny how its the test i need to pass to graduate yet i dont care not even a little bit about it.And the reason why is that i'm toooo concentrated on the guys in my life.Seriously I am.I should like tell everyone that tries to get involved in my life to leave me alone.But I could and would never do that.Because I know if i did...i'd prob be stuck thinking "omg i'm all alone...why did they stop coming back?".And yea I know that's horrible to say but it's the truth.I would just be stuck alone because I like having them come back to me.And I think that one day they won't.They'll just realize i'm not rly worth the trouble and hardships and just...leave.And that'll be the day when i'm just left alone.