Stop those walls from moving in on me...
So lately I've been feeling very trapped.My party is in 19 days...and I should be very happy right?WRONG.I'm the furthest thing from happy!I feel like absolute shyt...maybe its the fact that all my close friends are away at college and they seem to have forgotten about me like I knew they would...and lord noes I can't find the spare time to call them b/c I'm tieing up the lose strings to my party from hell.Half the ppl I invited didn't send back the response card b/c they think that word of mouth is good enough ::NEWS FLASH:: It's not good enough...maybe for you but not for me.But I guess it doens't matter to ne1 just as long as you're not hearing my mother's mouth about ur irresponsibility right?I feel very ugly right about now.I'm extrememly confused about my current guy situation.And I can't vent this on ne1 cuz lately everyone wants to vent on me!Which is okay...cuz I'm a good friend and I care about my friends alot.But still...right now I'm just about to cry from the stress and the unhappiness I'm feeling right now.I want to scream at the top of my lungs...
P.S. If you tell me to be up to wait for your call at w/e ungodly time...make sure u ACTUALLY call...b/c I could actually have been sleeping during those precious wasted hours waiting for ur call...lord noes I need the rest.No offense ukwur.
Ash
P.S. If you tell me to be up to wait for your call at w/e ungodly time...make sure u ACTUALLY call...b/c I could actually have been sleeping during those precious wasted hours waiting for ur call...lord noes I need the rest.No offense ukwur.
Ash