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I am so happy. I am making an awesome career move by going to Puerto Rico. I think that this is one of the best decisions I have made for myself in a while. I think that I am a stronger person now. I am definetly more independent and can take on larger tasks than what just one university has to offer. Since highschool I have studied at two different universities, traveled, and have done field work in west haven, willimantic/widham, and still had time to do some shadowing at good ol' LH. The next step is this program with the University of Puerto Rico. You see, it is all about making yourself marketable. As a business women, like myself, I find it necissary to always network. This is going to extend my accessablity by far and look great on a resume.
As you can see, school is great. I can't believe that I am almost done with it. I have like ... one more semester until I am a senior :) This makes me happy, because I cannot wait to settle down. I cannot wait to be with Daniel and just start life. I want to have my 7:30 to 3 job at school, come home, correct papers, and have daniel make me dinner ;) haha <3 j.k.
Emotionally, I have learned to be more mindful. I only look to things in the present and near future. Sure I have my goals and long term dreams just like everyone else, but I am making more realistic mini goals for the "right-now" to get to them. This way it is not so overwhelming.
I honostly havent thought of anything that has happened more than a year ago. This is where all of my best feelings come from. It is just enough to take the past and learn from it, but not enough to give me a perminent stay there. It is important to be able to move on. (good memories do not count, i am always thinking of the people that mean the most to me).
I don't know any other way to express how at peace I am. In fact, on the contrary to what most have heard, I have been the one at peace all along. I have been the one to defend the undefended when things went down, and if someone got a different story, well than shame on you for not believing only what comes from my mouth. More than once I have noticed words being put into my mouth and people believing it, but that is okay, I think it is funny that some of you actually have the time to dwell on false rumours and hang on them as if they were the truth. I guess I am the only one that knows what goes on in my head. But I can honostly say If I had to truthfully share the theme that has been in my head for the past like 2 years now it has been peace. Its all a part of maturing. I don't have time to sit and fix everyone else's problems. Too many times I have heard people tell me that they arnt going to judge, but then they immediately do. I wish everyone fit snug into their lives like this. It is way too comfortable to pass up when done right.
I leave myself vulnerable, because I really never had anything to hide. I think its strange that you say you wont act until you have heard both sides of the story. But it's funny, because I have yet for you to ask mine.
Tonight I am hanging out with katiebabie my love <3 and then going to dance <3 (my other love)
THEN daniel is going to pick me up and we are going to hang out.. lets see thats three great loves in one night ! i am such a lucky gal <3
godspeed<3for those who need it<3
As you can see, school is great. I can't believe that I am almost done with it. I have like ... one more semester until I am a senior :) This makes me happy, because I cannot wait to settle down. I cannot wait to be with Daniel and just start life. I want to have my 7:30 to 3 job at school, come home, correct papers, and have daniel make me dinner ;) haha <3 j.k.
Emotionally, I have learned to be more mindful. I only look to things in the present and near future. Sure I have my goals and long term dreams just like everyone else, but I am making more realistic mini goals for the "right-now" to get to them. This way it is not so overwhelming.
I honostly havent thought of anything that has happened more than a year ago. This is where all of my best feelings come from. It is just enough to take the past and learn from it, but not enough to give me a perminent stay there. It is important to be able to move on. (good memories do not count, i am always thinking of the people that mean the most to me).
I don't know any other way to express how at peace I am. In fact, on the contrary to what most have heard, I have been the one at peace all along. I have been the one to defend the undefended when things went down, and if someone got a different story, well than shame on you for not believing only what comes from my mouth. More than once I have noticed words being put into my mouth and people believing it, but that is okay, I think it is funny that some of you actually have the time to dwell on false rumours and hang on them as if they were the truth. I guess I am the only one that knows what goes on in my head. But I can honostly say If I had to truthfully share the theme that has been in my head for the past like 2 years now it has been peace. Its all a part of maturing. I don't have time to sit and fix everyone else's problems. Too many times I have heard people tell me that they arnt going to judge, but then they immediately do. I wish everyone fit snug into their lives like this. It is way too comfortable to pass up when done right.
I leave myself vulnerable, because I really never had anything to hide. I think its strange that you say you wont act until you have heard both sides of the story. But it's funny, because I have yet for you to ask mine.
Tonight I am hanging out with katiebabie my love <3 and then going to dance <3 (my other love)
THEN daniel is going to pick me up and we are going to hang out.. lets see thats three great loves in one night ! i am such a lucky gal <3
godspeed<3for those who need it<3