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ok why does it always feel like no matter who my friends are and who i hang out with, i always get pushed aside and left out? It happens with all my close friends and i hate it. it feels like i dont belong any where and that i cant really talk to my friends about it cause they will just be like oh, and thats it. Nothing will change and i tell them and ill still be pushed aside and ignored. Its like i dont fit in anywhere where ill be part of the group. instead of just an outsider. Sometimes if im lucky i have good times with friends where it seems like they really like being friends and crap but then most of the time, its like im just there.. megan, oh who cares? like i know ppl care about me, its just that im always left our and alone and i cant talk to anyone cause i dont knw who else has this problem..
had a physical yesterday
exams are in two weeks
have my first game monday
then gonna be lazy all summer cause i have no fucken life.
yea im bitchy today.. blame it on the damn pms
had a physical yesterday
exams are in two weeks
have my first game monday
then gonna be lazy all summer cause i have no fucken life.
yea im bitchy today.. blame it on the damn pms