wooo. life sucks!
So, I'm not doing good. Life kinda sucks right now.
I don't have good grades, "friends" like to backstab me, family issues, and the ever so notorious, guy problems!
I HATE BACKSTABBERS. AND IF YOUR READING THIS, THEN YOU KNOW WHO YOU FUCKING ARE.
-sigh-
Trust? Whats that? I've COMPLETELY lost trust in EVERYONE. I want to talk to someone, but it feels like no one will listen.
well, i guess if anyone who reads this wants to listen, i guess i'll tell you =/ but, warning i talk alot. and bitch alot. Thats the downside i guess.
My family life sucks. My cousins are so..
Poser-ish?
I don't know if i'm using the right word, and it might be a little to harsh, but hey. what bothered me is when my cousin Brett said, "Rebecca, whenever i visit you and aunt vicky your never home! your always out with friends your soo anti-social!" and rebecca, the coolest, prettiest cousin her being said, "I'm not anti-social! I have friends!" and, they quarrel over this for like a minute, then i finally say, "If you want an example of anti-social why don't you point fingers at me." and i walked out of the room. They piss me off alot. No one followed me, thank god.
GUYS.
All of my friends have gone out with someone. That bugs me. It makes me feel as if, i'm not pretty enough or cool enough or nice enough. I do like one guy, but now i'm really questioning why I do. Now he kinda seems like a waste of time. I'll never find out anything. So, i'll give up on guys, and might as well give up on life too!
I envy whoever has a boyfriend.
I don't have good grades, "friends" like to backstab me, family issues, and the ever so notorious, guy problems!
I HATE BACKSTABBERS. AND IF YOUR READING THIS, THEN YOU KNOW WHO YOU FUCKING ARE.
-sigh-
Trust? Whats that? I've COMPLETELY lost trust in EVERYONE. I want to talk to someone, but it feels like no one will listen.
well, i guess if anyone who reads this wants to listen, i guess i'll tell you =/ but, warning i talk alot. and bitch alot. Thats the downside i guess.
My family life sucks. My cousins are so..
Poser-ish?
I don't know if i'm using the right word, and it might be a little to harsh, but hey. what bothered me is when my cousin Brett said, "Rebecca, whenever i visit you and aunt vicky your never home! your always out with friends your soo anti-social!" and rebecca, the coolest, prettiest cousin her being said, "I'm not anti-social! I have friends!" and, they quarrel over this for like a minute, then i finally say, "If you want an example of anti-social why don't you point fingers at me." and i walked out of the room. They piss me off alot. No one followed me, thank god.
GUYS.
All of my friends have gone out with someone. That bugs me. It makes me feel as if, i'm not pretty enough or cool enough or nice enough. I do like one guy, but now i'm really questioning why I do. Now he kinda seems like a waste of time. I'll never find out anything. So, i'll give up on guys, and might as well give up on life too!
I envy whoever has a boyfriend.